Fatwa oleh Kerajaan Terengganu
Kategori : Akidah
Tajuk :
Ajaran Ayah Pin adalah sesat , menyeleweng dan membawa kepada rosaknya akidah
Isu :
Ajaran Ayah Pin adalah sesat,menyeleweng dan membawa kepada rosaknya akidah.
Kerana itu hendaklah orang ramai menghindarkan diri dari terbabit dengannya.
Fatwa :
Oleh yang demikian,pada menjalankan kuasa-kuasa yang diberi
di bawah Seksyen 25 Enakmen Pentadbiran Hal Ehwal Agama Islam 1986,
Jawatankuasa Fatwa Majlis Agama Islam dan Adat Melayu
Terengganu dengan ini membuat dan mengeluarkan Fatwa berikut:
1. Bahawasanya ajaran dan pegangan Ayah Pin adalah
palsu,sesat,menyeleweng dan boleh membawa ancaman kepada
ketenteraman orang awam serta merosakkan akidah.
2. Oleh yang demikian orang ramai di negeri ini hendaklah
menghindar diri daripada terlibat dengan pegangan dan ajaran
Ayah Pin tersebut.
Rujukan Pewartaan : 1461
Tarikh Pewartaan :
4 Disember 1997
Sesat yang nyata
Antaranya :
1. Beliau mengaku tidak belajar agama,
2. Beliau berpegang kepada ajaran yang salah serta bertentangan dengan Syara',
3. Beliau pernah menyatakan bahawa " Tidak ada orang lain selain saya dan Nabi Muhammad saw yang berguru dengan Jibril". Dakwaan ini salah dan palsu serta bertentangan dengan ajaran Islam dan menghina Syara'.
4. Beliau mengaku mengajar. Ajaran serta pengangannya adalah sesat dan bertentangan dengan hukum Syara'.
5. Mesti jumpa Allah dan Rasul dahulu baru boleh percaya.
6. Nabi Muhammad mencantumkan kitab Zabur,Taurat dan Injil dan menjadikan Al-Quran.
7. Bongkar Quran dahulu baru boleh percaya kepada Malaikat dan sifat dua puluh.
8. Setiap kali Sembahyang hendaklah beriktikad bahawa Ayah Pin berada di hadapan.
9. Quran perlu dibakar dan abunya dilumur pada tubuh Ayah Pin.
10.Mendakwa beliau telah melalui semua agama-agama barulah jadi Islam dan menerima syahadah secara langsung dengan Tuhan.
11.Beliau mendakwa, di atas muka bumi ini tiada orang lain yang memimpin manusia melainkan Ayah Pin seorang.
12.Nyawa manusia yang ada di atas muka bumi adalah duduk ditangannya kerana dia memegang segal kunci-kunci akhirat.
13.Kalau bersyair memuji-muji di atas nama Ayah Pin adalah lebih afdhal daripada berzikir dan bersembahyang.
14.Semasa mengucap dua kalimah syahadah hendaklah beriktikad dalam hati kepada Ayah Pin.
15.Jika ada ahli yang akan mati, Ayah Pin akan pergi dahului untuk menentukan bagi simati syurga atau neraka.
16.Setiap kali berhimpun di Gua Bayu, Gua Musang, Kelantan. Sebiji Quran akan dibakar dan abunya akan dilumur pada tubuh Ayah Pin.
15.Percaya sesuatu mesti lihat dahulu, belum lihat tidak boleh percaya. Seperti dalam rukun iman, Ayah Pin mengaku :-
i. Percaya kepada Allah ialah dengan kita kenal atau cam dia.
ii. Beriman kepada Rasul ialah dengan cara berjumpa dengan Rasul-Rasul.
iii. Kitab Al-Quran adalah cantuman daripada empat kitab.
iv. Malaikat dijadikan daripada Nur Muhammad dan malaikat seperti manusia.
v. Ayah Pin tidak percaya adanya langit dan bumi digulung atau dihancurkan pada hari kiamat sebab belum berjumpa lagi.
vi. Pegangan Ayah Pin ialah setelah dia buat semua, dapatlah Qada' dan Qadar masing-masing bahagian.
Isnin, Ogos 29, 2005
Ahad, Ogos 28, 2005
Sama Taraf?
Agenda Amina Wadud persenda hukum Islam
Oleh Ghafani Awang Teh
BEGINILAH gelagat Amina Wadud mengimamkan solat Jumaat yang turut mencampurkan lelaki dan perempuan pada 18 Mac lalu. - Gambar AFP
DALAM sejarah moden Islam, kita melihat muncul pelbagai nama yang menimbulkan kontroversi seperti Mirza Ghulan Ahmad mendakwa ia sebagai Rasul Allah terakhir. Serpihan pengikut Mirza telah mewujudkan ajaran Qadiyani yang memfatwakan sebagai agama baru.
Kemunculan Mirza di Pakistan mendapat sokongan kuat penjajah British ketika menjajah Pakistan dan India. Kemudian muncul pula Salman Rashdie yang mendakwa al-Quran sebagai ayat syaitan dan diberi perlindungan hebat oleh masyarakat Barat.
Di Bangladesh pernah muncul Taslima Nasreen yang menulis novel berasaskan mencaci al-Quran. Di negara kita sendiri pernah wujud sekelompok umat Islam tidak mengaku Sunnah Rasulullah dan menerbitkan pula kitab BACAAN.
Persoalan besar timbul ialah apakah kontroversi yang dikeluarkan oleh orang Islam jahil silih berganti itu menjadi agenda pihak-pihak tertentu atau komplot untuk menghakis peranan ulama dan fuqaha dalam menjaga kesucian dan kekuatan nilai ajaran Islam?
Pada 18 Mac lalu, umat Islam terkejut dengan laporan berita luar negara yang menyebutkan seorang wanita menjadi imam dan membaca khutbah sembahyang Jumaat yang diadakan di sebuah gereja di Manhattan New York Amerika Syarikat.
Wanita yang menjadi imam itu ialah Amina Wadud (gambar) seorang profesor dalam bidang pengajian Islam di Universiti Commonwealth Virginia Amerika Syarikat. Beliau seorang ibu tunggal dan mempunyai lima anak.
Tindakan kontroversi Amina Wadud mengenai amalan ajaran Islam bukanlah perkara pelik baginya. Beliau pernah menjadi pensyarah di Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia dari 1989-1992 tetapi perkhidmatannya tidak dilanjutkan kerana pandangannya selalu kontroversi.
Dalam satu Persidangan Perundingan Kepemimpinan Islam Peringkat Antarabangsa Berhubung HIV/Aids di Kuala Lumpur pada 20 Mei 2003, beliau mencaci al-Quran dan Sunnah kerana mendakwa ajarannya berkaitan pendidikan seks menyebabkan HIV/Aids merebak.
Isu utama dalam tindak tanduk terbaru Amina Wadud ialah menjadi imam sembahyang Jumaat, membaca khutbah dan setiap saf-saf sembahyang Jumaat itu bercampur aduk lelaki dan wanita.
Tindakan Amina Wadud menjadi wanita Islam pertama di dunia menjadi imam sembahyang Jumaat dan membaca khutbah menerima kecaman ulama di seluruh dunia, antaranya Syeikh Yusuf al-Qardhawi.
Menurut Syeikh Yusuf al-Qardhawi, fuqaha bersependapat wanita diharamkan menjadi imam sembahyang Jumaat dan membaca khutbah. Pendapat ini berdasarkan pengajaran dan bukan berdasarkan adat sesuatu kaum seperti mana yang didakwa, ketika memberi ulasan lanjut kepada agensi berita Islam Online tentang wanita diharamkan menjadi imam sembahyang kepada makmum lelaki ialah:
Tidak pernah terjadi dalam sejarah Islam seorang wanita menjadi imam solat Jumaat dan membaca khutbah;
Tidak ada seorang Fuqaha pun bersetuju membenarkan wanita menjadi imam solat Jumaat dan membaca khutbahnya;
Sembahyang dalam Islam membabitkan perbuatan pelbagai pergerakan zahir dan batin. Ia tidak mengandungi semata-mata upacara keagamaan serta tidak bercampur aduk antara lelaki dan wanita. Ibadah sembahyang dalam Islam memerlukan tumpuan penuh minda, perasaan dan penyerahan hati khusyuk kepada Allah swt.
Islam menggariskan beberapa peraturan untuk menentukan umatnya beribadah kepada Allah swt secara tertib dan beradab bagi mencapai kekhusyukan dalam menunaikan ibadah kepada Allah.
Selari dengan kehebatan ibadah sembahyang, maka Islam menetapkan beberapa garis panduan dalam melaksanakannya.
Dalam peraturan menunaikan sembahyang berjemaah lelaki dan perempuan Rasulullah bersabda: "Sebaik-baik saf bagi lelaki ialah saf yang pertama dan seburuk-buruknya saf yang terakhir manakala sebaik-baik saf bagi wanita ialah saf yang paling belakang dan seburuk-buruknya adalah saf yang pertama." - (Riwayat: Muslim).
Hadis ini adalah hadis sahih. Ini adalah peraturan dan disiplin sembahyang berjemaah dalam beribadah kepada Allah.
Islam membenarkan wanita menjadi imam kepada makmum wanita saja. Beberapa hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh al-Baihaqi dan Darqatani menyatakan Aisyah dan Ummu Salamah (isteri-isteri Rasulullah) menjadi imam kepada jemaah wanita saja.
Tempat duduk bagi imam wanita pula adalah dalam saf yang pertama sebaris dengan makmum, tidak terkedepan seperti mana peraturan kedudukan imam lelaki. Tidak ada hadis yang menyebut langsung mengenai wanita boleh menjadi imam sembahyang Jumaat dan membaca khutbah.
Islam memberi persamaan hak berdasarkan keadilan kepada lelaki dan perempuan. Peraturan pengasingan lelaki dengan wanita dalam ibadah sembahyang menunjukkan Islam adalah agama yang tersusun dan bersistem. Ia sebenarnya memberi kebaikan dan kesejahteraan kepada semua pihak. Mereka menunaikan sembahyang untuk mencapai kekhusyukan sepenuh dan diredai Allah swt. Allah swt menyebut dalam al-Quran bahawa orang Islam yang berjaya ialah mereka yang khusyuk dalam sembahyang (Al-Mukminum:1) dan orang yang lalai dalam sembahyang adalah orang yang kerugian besar. - (al-Maaun: 4).
Dalam hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh Bukhari dan Muslim pula menyebut kehebatan dan kecemerlangan sembahyang akan menentukan seseorang itu ahli syurga atau neraka. Ternyata bahawa ibadah sembahyang adalah satu ibadah yang paling hebat dan memberi nikmat besar kepada individu yang mencapai kekhusyukan dalam sembahyang. Ketinggian martabat dan hakikat sembahyang dalam pembentukan peribadi umatnya amat nyata apabila Allah swt menyerah sendiri kepada Rasulullah saw mengenai perintah melaksanakan ibadah sembahyang semasa peristiwa Israk-Mikraj.
Tindakan kontroversi seorang wanita menjadi imam sembahyang Jumaat dan membaca khutbah jelas sekali tidak mengambil kira ketinggian martabat dan kehebatan hakikat sembahyang itu. Oleh itu tindakan tersebut jelas dilihat sebagai tindakan wanita untuk memperjuangkan hak asasi wanita sebagai:
Memperjuangkan hak sama-rata lelaki dan perempuan seperti mana yang diamalkan dalam kebebasan pergaulan lelaki dan perempuan seperti mana yang terdapat dalam upacara sembahyang agama lain.
Berusaha melanggar disiplin ilmu yang dipegang oleh ulama dan fuqaha yang menjadi benteng kekuatan pegangan nilai umat Islam. Jika usaha ini berjaya maka peranan ulama dan fuqaha dalam mempertahankan nilai Islam akan terhakis.
Dengar datangnya sesuatu peristiwa baru, umat Islam hendaklah berfikir secara terbuka sebelum menerimanya. Ia juga hendaklah dinilai dan diselidiki dengan ilmu dan panduan yang jelas sebelum mengikutinya.
Firman Allah swt di dalam surah al-Hujuraat ayat 6 yang bermaksud: "Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jika datang kepada kamu seorang fasik membawa sesuatu berita, maka selidikilah (untuk menentukan) kebenarannya, supaya kamu tidak menimpakan sesuatu kaum dengan perkara yang tidak diingini dengan sebab kejahilan kamu (mengenainya) sehingga menjadikan kamu menyesali apa yang telah kamu lakukan".
p/s: Dipetik dari website JAKIM
Oleh Ghafani Awang Teh
BEGINILAH gelagat Amina Wadud mengimamkan solat Jumaat yang turut mencampurkan lelaki dan perempuan pada 18 Mac lalu. - Gambar AFP
DALAM sejarah moden Islam, kita melihat muncul pelbagai nama yang menimbulkan kontroversi seperti Mirza Ghulan Ahmad mendakwa ia sebagai Rasul Allah terakhir. Serpihan pengikut Mirza telah mewujudkan ajaran Qadiyani yang memfatwakan sebagai agama baru.
Kemunculan Mirza di Pakistan mendapat sokongan kuat penjajah British ketika menjajah Pakistan dan India. Kemudian muncul pula Salman Rashdie yang mendakwa al-Quran sebagai ayat syaitan dan diberi perlindungan hebat oleh masyarakat Barat.
Di Bangladesh pernah muncul Taslima Nasreen yang menulis novel berasaskan mencaci al-Quran. Di negara kita sendiri pernah wujud sekelompok umat Islam tidak mengaku Sunnah Rasulullah dan menerbitkan pula kitab BACAAN.
Persoalan besar timbul ialah apakah kontroversi yang dikeluarkan oleh orang Islam jahil silih berganti itu menjadi agenda pihak-pihak tertentu atau komplot untuk menghakis peranan ulama dan fuqaha dalam menjaga kesucian dan kekuatan nilai ajaran Islam?
Pada 18 Mac lalu, umat Islam terkejut dengan laporan berita luar negara yang menyebutkan seorang wanita menjadi imam dan membaca khutbah sembahyang Jumaat yang diadakan di sebuah gereja di Manhattan New York Amerika Syarikat.
Wanita yang menjadi imam itu ialah Amina Wadud (gambar) seorang profesor dalam bidang pengajian Islam di Universiti Commonwealth Virginia Amerika Syarikat. Beliau seorang ibu tunggal dan mempunyai lima anak.
Tindakan kontroversi Amina Wadud mengenai amalan ajaran Islam bukanlah perkara pelik baginya. Beliau pernah menjadi pensyarah di Universiti Islam Antarabangsa Malaysia dari 1989-1992 tetapi perkhidmatannya tidak dilanjutkan kerana pandangannya selalu kontroversi.
Dalam satu Persidangan Perundingan Kepemimpinan Islam Peringkat Antarabangsa Berhubung HIV/Aids di Kuala Lumpur pada 20 Mei 2003, beliau mencaci al-Quran dan Sunnah kerana mendakwa ajarannya berkaitan pendidikan seks menyebabkan HIV/Aids merebak.
Isu utama dalam tindak tanduk terbaru Amina Wadud ialah menjadi imam sembahyang Jumaat, membaca khutbah dan setiap saf-saf sembahyang Jumaat itu bercampur aduk lelaki dan wanita.
Tindakan Amina Wadud menjadi wanita Islam pertama di dunia menjadi imam sembahyang Jumaat dan membaca khutbah menerima kecaman ulama di seluruh dunia, antaranya Syeikh Yusuf al-Qardhawi.
Menurut Syeikh Yusuf al-Qardhawi, fuqaha bersependapat wanita diharamkan menjadi imam sembahyang Jumaat dan membaca khutbah. Pendapat ini berdasarkan pengajaran dan bukan berdasarkan adat sesuatu kaum seperti mana yang didakwa, ketika memberi ulasan lanjut kepada agensi berita Islam Online tentang wanita diharamkan menjadi imam sembahyang kepada makmum lelaki ialah:
Tidak pernah terjadi dalam sejarah Islam seorang wanita menjadi imam solat Jumaat dan membaca khutbah;
Tidak ada seorang Fuqaha pun bersetuju membenarkan wanita menjadi imam solat Jumaat dan membaca khutbahnya;
Sembahyang dalam Islam membabitkan perbuatan pelbagai pergerakan zahir dan batin. Ia tidak mengandungi semata-mata upacara keagamaan serta tidak bercampur aduk antara lelaki dan wanita. Ibadah sembahyang dalam Islam memerlukan tumpuan penuh minda, perasaan dan penyerahan hati khusyuk kepada Allah swt.
Islam menggariskan beberapa peraturan untuk menentukan umatnya beribadah kepada Allah swt secara tertib dan beradab bagi mencapai kekhusyukan dalam menunaikan ibadah kepada Allah.
Selari dengan kehebatan ibadah sembahyang, maka Islam menetapkan beberapa garis panduan dalam melaksanakannya.
Dalam peraturan menunaikan sembahyang berjemaah lelaki dan perempuan Rasulullah bersabda: "Sebaik-baik saf bagi lelaki ialah saf yang pertama dan seburuk-buruknya saf yang terakhir manakala sebaik-baik saf bagi wanita ialah saf yang paling belakang dan seburuk-buruknya adalah saf yang pertama." - (Riwayat: Muslim).
Hadis ini adalah hadis sahih. Ini adalah peraturan dan disiplin sembahyang berjemaah dalam beribadah kepada Allah.
Islam membenarkan wanita menjadi imam kepada makmum wanita saja. Beberapa hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh al-Baihaqi dan Darqatani menyatakan Aisyah dan Ummu Salamah (isteri-isteri Rasulullah) menjadi imam kepada jemaah wanita saja.
Tempat duduk bagi imam wanita pula adalah dalam saf yang pertama sebaris dengan makmum, tidak terkedepan seperti mana peraturan kedudukan imam lelaki. Tidak ada hadis yang menyebut langsung mengenai wanita boleh menjadi imam sembahyang Jumaat dan membaca khutbah.
Islam memberi persamaan hak berdasarkan keadilan kepada lelaki dan perempuan. Peraturan pengasingan lelaki dengan wanita dalam ibadah sembahyang menunjukkan Islam adalah agama yang tersusun dan bersistem. Ia sebenarnya memberi kebaikan dan kesejahteraan kepada semua pihak. Mereka menunaikan sembahyang untuk mencapai kekhusyukan sepenuh dan diredai Allah swt. Allah swt menyebut dalam al-Quran bahawa orang Islam yang berjaya ialah mereka yang khusyuk dalam sembahyang (Al-Mukminum:1) dan orang yang lalai dalam sembahyang adalah orang yang kerugian besar. - (al-Maaun: 4).
Dalam hadis yang diriwayatkan oleh Bukhari dan Muslim pula menyebut kehebatan dan kecemerlangan sembahyang akan menentukan seseorang itu ahli syurga atau neraka. Ternyata bahawa ibadah sembahyang adalah satu ibadah yang paling hebat dan memberi nikmat besar kepada individu yang mencapai kekhusyukan dalam sembahyang. Ketinggian martabat dan hakikat sembahyang dalam pembentukan peribadi umatnya amat nyata apabila Allah swt menyerah sendiri kepada Rasulullah saw mengenai perintah melaksanakan ibadah sembahyang semasa peristiwa Israk-Mikraj.
Tindakan kontroversi seorang wanita menjadi imam sembahyang Jumaat dan membaca khutbah jelas sekali tidak mengambil kira ketinggian martabat dan kehebatan hakikat sembahyang itu. Oleh itu tindakan tersebut jelas dilihat sebagai tindakan wanita untuk memperjuangkan hak asasi wanita sebagai:
Memperjuangkan hak sama-rata lelaki dan perempuan seperti mana yang diamalkan dalam kebebasan pergaulan lelaki dan perempuan seperti mana yang terdapat dalam upacara sembahyang agama lain.
Berusaha melanggar disiplin ilmu yang dipegang oleh ulama dan fuqaha yang menjadi benteng kekuatan pegangan nilai umat Islam. Jika usaha ini berjaya maka peranan ulama dan fuqaha dalam mempertahankan nilai Islam akan terhakis.
Dengar datangnya sesuatu peristiwa baru, umat Islam hendaklah berfikir secara terbuka sebelum menerimanya. Ia juga hendaklah dinilai dan diselidiki dengan ilmu dan panduan yang jelas sebelum mengikutinya.
Firman Allah swt di dalam surah al-Hujuraat ayat 6 yang bermaksud: "Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jika datang kepada kamu seorang fasik membawa sesuatu berita, maka selidikilah (untuk menentukan) kebenarannya, supaya kamu tidak menimpakan sesuatu kaum dengan perkara yang tidak diingini dengan sebab kejahilan kamu (mengenainya) sehingga menjadikan kamu menyesali apa yang telah kamu lakukan".
p/s: Dipetik dari website JAKIM
Jumaat, Ogos 26, 2005
Ketahui Hak Anda Jika Ditahan Pihak Berkuasa
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Anda sedang berjalan, menunggang atau
memandu dan tiba-tiba anda ditahan oleh polis.
Apa yang perlu anda lakukan? Anda hanya perlu
memberi nama, nombor kad pengenalan dan
alamat. Pastikan anda sentiasa membawa kad
pengenalan anda. Selain daripada itu, anda tidak
perlu menjawab sebarang soalan lain. Anda berhak
meminta kad kuasa polis. Jangan lupa catat nama
dan nombor pengenalan mereka. Catatkan juga
nombor kereta peronda polis tersebut.
Jika seseorang berpakaian biasa yang
menyatakan dirinya polis menahan anda, anda
berhak meminta mereka menunjukkan kad kuasa
mereka. Polis dikehendaki mengenalkan diri
mereka terlebih dahulu sebelum menjalankan
tugas. Catatkan nama dan nombor pengenalan
mereka.
Jika anda ditanya soalan-soalan lain, tanya polis
tersebut, "Adakah saya ditangkap?". Anda berhak
mengetahui sama ada anda ditangkap atau tidak.
Jika polis menjawab YA, JANGAN jawab sebarang
soalan lagi. Anda berhak menjawab soalan-soalan
tersebut di Mahkamah. Jika polis menjawab
TIDAK, anda bebas untuk beredar dari tempat itu.
Polis tidak berhak memeriksa anda tanpa sebab.
Polis hanya boleh memeriksa anda jika anda
ditangkap. Hanya pegawai wanita sahaja yang
boleh memeriksa badan seorang wanita dan
pegawai lelaki yang akan memeriksa badan lelaki
dan dilakukan dengan sopan. Ini hak anda seperti
yang termaktub dalam prosedur jenayah.
Anda dianggap DITANGKAP sekiranya polis
memberitahu anda, "Anda Ditangkap" atau digari
atau dilarang daripada meninggalkan tempat anda
ditahan. Polis mesti memberitahu yang anda
ditangkap. Ini adalah hak perlembagaan anda.
Sekiranya anda ditangkap, pastikan ada orang
yang tahu anda telah ditangkap. Jika anda
membawa telefon bimbit, hubungi rakan, keluarga
atau peguam anda. Kenalpasti tempat dan masa
anda ditahan. Kemungkinan besar anda akan
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keluarga atau peguam anda pergi ke balai polis
yang berhampiran dengan tempat anda ditahan.
Apabila berada di lokap, barang-barang yang anda
bawa akan diambil dan disenaraikan oleh polis.
Periksa senarai tersebut, pastikan jumlah wang
dan butir-butir kad kredit dan bank ditulis dengan
betul. Pastikan anda tandatangani senarai
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lokap selama 24 jam sahaja tidak kira sama ada
pada cuti umum atau hujung minggu. Sebelum
tempoh 24 jam tersebut tamat, polis harus
membawa anda berjumpa Majistret.
Apabila dihadapkan ke mahkamah, beritahu
Majistret jika anda ada apa-apa aduan contohnya
anda dipukul, dipaksa membuat pengakuan,
diugut, ditangkap tanpa memberitahu kesalahan
anda, perlu berjumpa doktor dan sebagainya.
Majistret hanya boleh mengenakan tahanan reman
dalam lokap tidak lebih dari 14 hari. Peguam wajib
ada bersama anda. Jika tiada peguam,
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Anda sedang berjalan, menunggang atau
memandu dan tiba-tiba anda ditahan oleh polis.
Apa yang perlu anda lakukan? Anda hanya perlu
memberi nama, nombor kad pengenalan dan
alamat. Pastikan anda sentiasa membawa kad
pengenalan anda. Selain daripada itu, anda tidak
perlu menjawab sebarang soalan lain. Anda berhak
meminta kad kuasa polis. Jangan lupa catat nama
dan nombor pengenalan mereka. Catatkan juga
nombor kereta peronda polis tersebut.
Jika seseorang berpakaian biasa yang
menyatakan dirinya polis menahan anda, anda
berhak meminta mereka menunjukkan kad kuasa
mereka. Polis dikehendaki mengenalkan diri
mereka terlebih dahulu sebelum menjalankan
tugas. Catatkan nama dan nombor pengenalan
mereka.
Jika anda ditanya soalan-soalan lain, tanya polis
tersebut, "Adakah saya ditangkap?". Anda berhak
mengetahui sama ada anda ditangkap atau tidak.
Jika polis menjawab YA, JANGAN jawab sebarang
soalan lagi. Anda berhak menjawab soalan-soalan
tersebut di Mahkamah. Jika polis menjawab
TIDAK, anda bebas untuk beredar dari tempat itu.
Polis tidak berhak memeriksa anda tanpa sebab.
Polis hanya boleh memeriksa anda jika anda
ditangkap. Hanya pegawai wanita sahaja yang
boleh memeriksa badan seorang wanita dan
pegawai lelaki yang akan memeriksa badan lelaki
dan dilakukan dengan sopan. Ini hak anda seperti
yang termaktub dalam prosedur jenayah.
Anda dianggap DITANGKAP sekiranya polis
memberitahu anda, "Anda Ditangkap" atau digari
atau dilarang daripada meninggalkan tempat anda
ditahan. Polis mesti memberitahu yang anda
ditangkap. Ini adalah hak perlembagaan anda.
Sekiranya anda ditangkap, pastikan ada orang
yang tahu anda telah ditangkap. Jika anda
membawa telefon bimbit, hubungi rakan, keluarga
atau peguam anda. Kenalpasti tempat dan masa
anda ditahan. Kemungkinan besar anda akan
dibawa ke balai polis yang terdekat. Minta rakan,
keluarga atau peguam anda pergi ke balai polis
yang berhampiran dengan tempat anda ditahan.
Apabila berada di lokap, barang-barang yang anda
bawa akan diambil dan disenaraikan oleh polis.
Periksa senarai tersebut, pastikan jumlah wang
dan butir-butir kad kredit dan bank ditulis dengan
betul. Pastikan anda tandatangani senarai
tersebut. Polis hanya boleh menahan anda dalam
lokap selama 24 jam sahaja tidak kira sama ada
pada cuti umum atau hujung minggu. Sebelum
tempoh 24 jam tersebut tamat, polis harus
membawa anda berjumpa Majistret.
Apabila dihadapkan ke mahkamah, beritahu
Majistret jika anda ada apa-apa aduan contohnya
anda dipukul, dipaksa membuat pengakuan,
diugut, ditangkap tanpa memberitahu kesalahan
anda, perlu berjumpa doktor dan sebagainya.
Majistret hanya boleh mengenakan tahanan reman
dalam lokap tidak lebih dari 14 hari. Peguam wajib
ada bersama anda. Jika tiada peguam,
maklumkan kepada Majistret untuk mendapatkan
perkhidmatan peguam. Pusat Bantuan Guaman
ada menyediakan khidmat guaman.
Jika anda memerlukan bantuan hubungi :
* Pusat Bantuan Guaman KL : 03-26913005 /
26932072
* Pusat Bantuan Guaman Selangor : 03-33722792
* Biro Bantuan Guaman Wilayah Persekutuan : 03-
26942700
* Biro Bantuan Guaman Selangor : 03-55194367 /
55106192
* SUARAM : 03-77843525
* HAKAM : 03-26938828
* Sisters In Islam : 03-79606121 / 79606122 /
79604485
*Pusat/Biro Bantuan Guaman Setempat
p/s: terima kasih kpd koscek.
Selasa, Ogos 23, 2005
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Punca Jerebu Dikenal pasti!!
Statement ni aku ambil dari blog pengikut ayah pin yang setia....
Sky Kingdom Blog
Ayah Pin, the most Honourable Man.He brings peace and love to us in the world. Teach us about human rights and respects to religions of the world. Before he left in missing, he said to us; "LIVE IN PEACE, NO FIGHT, LET THEM DEMOLISH OR TEAR DOWN OUR PLACE, THEY WILL SEE THEIR OWN CRUELTY WHEN TIME COMES". I have missed him.I know DISASTERS are so close to hit Malaysia for their sins. "JEREBU" is just a STARTER, don't panic..., as more attacks will come..when you never realise..it happens!!
Penulis blog ini nampaknya begitu mahir dalam selok belok islam, dia mengupas setiap isu dan ajaran ayah pin dgn begitu mendalam sekali? mungkin dia pencipta dasar kerajaan langit kot?mungkin....
Dia mendapat didikan agama yg sempurna sejak kecil lg...:
"Aku juga tidak pernah tinggal puasa walau sehari sejak dari umur 4 tahun lagi dan mengikuti urusan dakwah Islamiah sejak di bangku sekolah lagi. Aku seorang yang sangat mengetahui kelemahan ajaran Islam yang di ajar oleh tok imam di masjid dan guru-guru agama hinggakan aku digelar “tok guru” dikalangan teman-temanku kerana memiliki keistimewaan menterjemah dan mengupas Al-Quran".
Dan lepas tu kononnya dia dah cukup ilmu, dia buat kenyataan ini...:
"Sejarah kitab sudah lama berlalu dan ianya tidak ditulis dan dirakam ketika itu, tetapi ia wujud 100 tahun kemudian atau berabad kemudian dan sejarah itu pun dibukukan. Begitu juga sejarah Ayah Pin, ia mungkin tidak dirakamkan oleh mana-mana pengikutnya, tetapi aku cuba engkar, tidak akan mengulangi sejarah lama supaya cerita yang sebenar bisa terus sampai ke telinga pendengar di waktu ini , ketika beliau masih bernafas di muka bumi".
Dan apa yg pasti, kebanyakkan bijak pandai yg murtad akan melafazkan ayat yang sedemikian:
"Aku punya pemikiran yang luas dan terperinci dalam soal hati dan kepercayaan. Aku tidak mengikut apa yang diikuti manusia lain tanpa mengetahui tujuan dan maksud agama itu sendiri. Aku sudah besar untuk mencari bukti kenapa aku perlu menjadi Islam dan tidak agama lain. Aku juga sudah besar untuk mendapat kebebasan mencari ilmu walau ke negeri China. Aku mencari dan mencari di segenap pelusuk bumi dengan adanya alat internet yang canggih, aku bisa mendalami pelbagai ilmu yang ada diatas bumi ini".
Inilah yg akan berlaku bila manusia terkeluar dari landas utama dan tidak menggunakan lagi rujukan utama (kitab suci/hadis).Dengan erti kata yg lainnya.. "bila logika mengalahkan kebenaran" dan dia menulis blog itu bila EMOSI MENGALAHKAN LOGIKA ...
AKU SUNGGUH TAK PAHAM TENTANG MANUSIA INI. Tuhan dah pesan jangan cuba belajar mengenai zatNya, belajar dulu mengenali diri sendiri....
STATISTIK KEMURTADAN DI MALAYSIA
Malaysia Muslims have NO way OUT
Malaysia's Muslims have 'no way out'
By Ioannis Gatsiounis
THE WASHINGTON TIMES
JOHOR BAHRU, Malaysia — In multiethnic Malaysia, where Islam is the official religion but freedom of religion is guaranteed under the constitution, the majority Malays are born Muslim and apostasy is all but impossible for them. Cases of aspiring apostates are handled by Shariah courts, rather than civil courts. According to the Koran, apostasy is grounds for death, and no Muslim should assist another out of the religion. So the appeals usually sit, and sit. Many would-be apostates don't live to see their conversion officially recognized. Some have been jailed. As one religious scholar put it, "In Malaysia, there's a way into Islam, but no way out."
The Rev. Kumar — not his real name — recalls the religious police rattling his front gate in the middle of the night. The warning was clear. "But I am not afraid," Mr. Kumar said. "My work is God's will and I have a worthy cause to fight for. [Malays] have a right to find Jesus." His evangelical church has 12 branches throughout Malaysia and 30 affiliates, and Mr. Kumar estimates that 100 Muslims are converting to Christianity every month in the country.
He said there has been a marked increase in interest in the past three years, since the September 11 attacks in the United States. A royal family and the daughter of a former prime minister are among his list of converts. Christian groups estimate that there are 30,000 Malay converts in the country. Some Muslim groups say the figure is much lower. However, nondenominational observers say most converts live in secrecy for fear of harassment from the government, family and fellow Malays. One Malay convert and former ustaza, a Muslim religious teacher, reports that she and her family are harassed regularly by the authorities. Because she is Malay, her son was born a Muslim and forced to adopt a Muslim name.
Some Muslim and non-Muslim leaders say the government could be doing more to improve dialogue and understanding among the faiths. It has, for instance, denied permits for several interfaith dialogues. And when Mel Gibson's film "The Passion of the Christ" arrives here soon, only Christians will be able to view it. Non-Christians will be weeded out in the ticket line on the basis of their national ID cards, which states one's religion. Nora Murah, a legal officer with Sisters in Islam, says the decision contradicts the prophet Muhammad's teachings. "The prophet embraced diversity and inclusiveness," she said.
p/s: Aku menggunakan perkatan DIA bukan BELIAU adalah kerana aku tidak menyokong atau menhormati kenyataan mamat tu. Sebab masa The edge interview ayah pin, ayah pin bagi jawapan yg memang putar belit Wartawan:"Lelaki ngan perempuan sama"? Ayah Pin:"Sama sahaja". (asal ayah pin boleh mesem jadilah). Wartawan:"Sama-sama ada kelebihan"? Ayah Pin:"Lelaki lagi lebih". Bingai betul ayah pin, patut la ramai yg sesat..kena ceramah kat raja putar belit....
Gambar tu aku ambik kat http://ayah-pin.blogspot.com
Rabu, Ogos 17, 2005
Besar atau Kecil?
Argh..krancip sungguh.. kebelakangan ini aku sangat sibuk sekali... tak sempat hendak menghapdet berbolok.
Dah lama gak aku memikir isu ini, kerana tiap2 hari aku dan semua orang (amnya) pergi ke tandas bile tiba masanya. tapi pernah korang terpikir bahawa di tandas pun ada unsur-unsur diskriminasi (tandas lelaki).
Secara normalnya di tandas lelaki ada 2 jenis tempat membuang. Satu utk org yg suka berdiri dan satu lagi utk org yg sukakkan membuang di dalam bilik (walaupun pembuangan secara kecil-kecilan).
Tetapi jika dilihat dari sudut yang lain, kriteria pemilihan tempat pembuangan boleh dikatakan dipengaruhi oleh saiz "besar atau kecil". Dalam erti kata lain, sesiapa yg memiliki peralatan besar akan cenderung menggunakan tempat pembuangan yang terbuka (yg jenis berdiri). Dan yg kecil pula adalah sebaliknya.Mengapa? sebab utamanya adalah mereka ini nak "show-off" tahap kebesarannya.Kalau ada org ternampak pun kira tak malu lah. Yang kecil pula berlumba-lumba beratur didepan pintu tandas walaupun banyak terdapat kekosongan di tempat berdiri. Ini kerana faktor kekecilan itu menyebabkan golongan ini berasa malu utk menggunakan fasiliti kat luar itu.Hmmm...
Secara kesimpulannya, kalau korang nak tahu saiz seseorang itu...tgk masa pemilihan tempat pembuangan dibuat.. mungkin satu masa nanti, pihak pentadbir tandas akan membuat label "Utk yg besar sahaja" dan "Utk yg kecil sahaja" didalam tandas...
p/s: baik la ko pakai pampers..x yah gi tandas....
Jumaat, Ogos 12, 2005
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Congratulations on your completion of studies in MMU!
During your stay at MMU, the campus life has been memorable with your
participation in the extra-curricular activities, your study time in
the lecture halls and rooms, as well as your unforgettable friendship
with classmates and MMU Community. In the near future, we believe that
MMU would be proud of your achievements and career advancement and
would welcome your continuous relationship with the university. For
MMU to continue to grow in academic reputation, quality teaching and
strong collaborations, and to provide a better environment for your
juniors to study in, we appreciate very much for your kind
consideration in donating the MMU deposit that you've paid for during
your first day of registration to the following fund:
i. Student Welfare Fund: This fund
will be used as a financial assistance for students who are in need of
financial aid in academic matters.
ii. MMU Facilities Fund: This fund will
be used for facilities improvement for the well being of the student
e.g. Internet service
iii. MMU Endowment Fund: This fund will
be used for future development of labs, academic buildings and
facilities.
We would like to thank you again for your kind and generous
contribution.
Yours sincerely,
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Khamis, Ogos 11, 2005
Iklan Bolok
Assalamuaalaikum & Salam Sejahtera. Kepada sesiapa yang berbakat untuk
berlakon, sila ketengahkan bakat anda dengan berjumpa/menelefon Puan
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dikehendaki untuk Ace Motion Pictures Sdn Bhd di bawah arahan Aziz M
Osman. Sekian, selamat mencuba..
p/s: iklan ini dihantar oleh berbolok reader
berlakon, sila ketengahkan bakat anda dengan berjumpa/menelefon Puan
Noorhamiza di talian 0136264493. Pelakon sambilan telemovie
dikehendaki untuk Ace Motion Pictures Sdn Bhd di bawah arahan Aziz M
Osman. Sekian, selamat mencuba..
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Selasa, Ogos 09, 2005
Ramalan mu tipu belaka...
Today forecast aku oleh friendster...
Semua full bar..tipu betullll.....
p/s: nak ramal nasib, sila taip dalam http://www.google.com
Semua full bar..tipu betullll.....
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Isnin, Ogos 08, 2005
Jumaat, Ogos 05, 2005
Ayah Pin Dari Perspektif Barat
This article written by La Bona, a berbolok reader.
tapi aku tidak menyokong isi kandungan artikel ini kerana dia menghina islam,sesungguhnya kafir mmg bingaiii..
Berita kemusnahan kerajaan langit
La Bona Blog
Breaking News!
Barbaric persecution of an apostate …
State persecutes an ex-Muslim and flatten his religious commune …
Introduction: Sky Kingdom
Sky Kingdom is a quasi-religious commune located in north east Malaysian. It has some 1,000 faithful and their main objective is to promote interfaith understanding. Sky Kingdom is a theme park like commune with an umbrella-shaped building, an ornamental fishing boat, strategically located faux Greco-Roman pillars, and the centrepiece - a pink giant ‘Teapot’!
Its spiritual leader: Ayah Pin is believed to be a reincarnation of everyone from Shiva to Buddha or from Jesus Christ or to Mohammed.
Ayah Pin: "All religions are basically the same, God teaches love. He is for anyone who wants to know about the world. You can choose whichever religion you want."
The commune has been branded as a ‘Deviationist cult’ by the authorities ... More at Storm in the teapot, Sky Kingdom Ayah Pin etc.
Once Muslim, Forever Slave!
Together with members of the group, Ayah Pin has publicly renounced their Islamic faith in 1998 but was REJECTED by the state (NB: Apostasy is a capital crime in Malaysia punishable by DEATH sentence!)
The Persecution
In 2001, the Malaysian authorities jailed Ayah Pin for 11 months for attempting to renounce Islam.
He is viewed as a security threat and they continue to harass him with all sorts of uncivilized threats befitting the low-life including smashing up the lovely giant teapot and flattening the commune, which they just did so yesterday!
Prior to the destruction, the authorities raided the commune in July, 2005 and detained 45 faithful including a Kiwi, senior citizens and among others, 3 children of Ayah Pin and his 3 wives.
I read somewhere; there are kids left behind unattended in commune and while some faithful have to pawn all theier belongs just to bail themselves out, majority of the detainees are still in custody.
Their crime: Trying to be unIslamic!
As if the arrest was not good enough, mobs made up of some 35 unidentified assailants armed with Molotov cocktails attacked the commune and set the place ablaze …. Assailants attack Ayah Pin's commune with Molotov cocktails! ... I supposed mobs and Molotov cocktails are Islamic.
Human Rights?
This must be a Greek word in Islam …
The group has appealed to a the local commision in charge of human rights ‘Suhakam’ for help … so far, no action.
And the most rediculous fact is that Malaysia is actually a secular state!
According to their constitutions, there is religious freedom ... Refer to Malaysian Federal Constitution, the Supreme Law (Article 4:1): -
“Article number: 3
(1) Islam is the religion of the Federation; but other religions may be practised in peace and harmony in any part of the Federation.”
More detailsof their contitutions at Malaysia-Today
I am seeing hypocrisy of the highest order here ...
By the way, Mr. Pin is still at large. They said he is ‘protected’ by the Almighty in the name of justice ... do you buy this divine theory?
In the name of Religious Freedom, may God bless Ayah Pin and revive the cute Sky Kingdom ...
________________________________________________________________________________
N E W S
Nation
Monday August 1, 2005
‘Sky’ comes tumbling down
BY K. SUTHAKAR
Ayah Pin: The authorities are still searching for him.
JERTEH: The giant teapot and other key structures at the Sky Kingdom commune came tumbling down yesterday after the Besut District Council sent in it's demolition squad.
More than 30 followers of the sect, who watched the demolition, did not resist or challenge the authorities.
Several children of sect leader Ariffin Mohamad, known as Ayah Pin to his followers, were among those who watched the Sky Kingdom symbols crashing to earth.
Asked what she thought of the council’s move, daughter Nor Hashide, 20, replied: “Tak tahu (Don’t know).”
Policemen at the scene barred pressmen from getting near the commune or take pictures of the demolition work.
The followers were taken by surprise when the 40 council workers entered the commune with four excavators and five lorries at 2.30pm. About 50 policemen and officers from the state Islamic Affairs department accompanied them.
Sky Kingdom follower Sulaiman Takrib, 56, said the perimeter wall was the first to go, followed by the assembly hall, the boat, the Dewan Bulat, the Dewan Nasyid, the teapot and other structures.
WHAT’S LEFT: The Dewan Bulat where Ayah Pin used to meet visitors is now lying in ruins after the Besut District Council demolished it yesterday.
Sulaiman said an officer went to look for the children of Che Minah Remeli, 58, the first wife of Ayah Pin, to sign a certain form.
Nobody came forward and the letter was eventually pushed under the door of one of the houses.
In a related development, the three other wives of Ayah Pin have been detained by the Kelantan police at a house in Kampung Sungai Pinang, near Tumpat.
They are his second wife Zaharah Awang, 45, third wife Ruzilah Mokhtar, 41, and fourth wife Nik Kamariah Nik Pah, 33.
Overview of the Sky Kingdom compound and structures on June 6.
The Terengganu Islamic affairs department had put them on the wanted list for being involved in teachings deviant to Islamic beliefs.
They will be charged at the Lower Syariah Court today under Section 10 of the Syariah Criminal Offences (Takzir) (Terengganu) Enactment 2001.
Department commissioner Shaik Harun Ismail said the Kelantan police handed over the cult leader’s three wives to the Jerteh police at 11am.
PILE OF RUBBISH: A Besut District Council driver looking at some of the debris which will be disposed off at another location after the demolition exercise at the Sky Kingdom commune yesterday.
The district police, in turn, handed them over to the department at 4pm.
The authorities, however, have yet to detain Che Minah or Ayah Pin.
Early last month, Ayah Pin obtained an injunction to stop any attempt to demolish any structure at his commune.
State Islam Hadhari Development committee chairman Wan Mohamad Wan Hassan had said on July 5 that any effort to shut down the village would depend on the outcome of the hearing.
Even if the state Islamic affairs department won the case, Ayah Pin was expected to make an appeal.
Ayah Pin was declared an apostate for leaving Islam and had spent 11 months in jail in 2001 for his activities.
Ayah Pin and his four wives were earlier said to have fled from the Sky Kingdom before the compound was attacked by a group of masked men on July 18.
_____________________________________________________________________________________
p/s: aku tidak menyangka ayah pin begitu famous hingga mengalahkan mawi..hoyess
tapi aku tidak menyokong isi kandungan artikel ini kerana dia menghina islam,sesungguhnya kafir mmg bingaiii..
Berita kemusnahan kerajaan langit
La Bona Blog
Breaking News!
Barbaric persecution of an apostate …
State persecutes an ex-Muslim and flatten his religious commune …
Introduction: Sky Kingdom
Sky Kingdom is a quasi-religious commune located in north east Malaysian. It has some 1,000 faithful and their main objective is to promote interfaith understanding. Sky Kingdom is a theme park like commune with an umbrella-shaped building, an ornamental fishing boat, strategically located faux Greco-Roman pillars, and the centrepiece - a pink giant ‘Teapot’!
Its spiritual leader: Ayah Pin is believed to be a reincarnation of everyone from Shiva to Buddha or from Jesus Christ or to Mohammed.
Ayah Pin: "All religions are basically the same, God teaches love. He is for anyone who wants to know about the world. You can choose whichever religion you want."
The commune has been branded as a ‘Deviationist cult’ by the authorities ... More at Storm in the teapot, Sky Kingdom Ayah Pin etc.
Once Muslim, Forever Slave!
Together with members of the group, Ayah Pin has publicly renounced their Islamic faith in 1998 but was REJECTED by the state (NB: Apostasy is a capital crime in Malaysia punishable by DEATH sentence!)
The Persecution
In 2001, the Malaysian authorities jailed Ayah Pin for 11 months for attempting to renounce Islam.
He is viewed as a security threat and they continue to harass him with all sorts of uncivilized threats befitting the low-life including smashing up the lovely giant teapot and flattening the commune, which they just did so yesterday!
Prior to the destruction, the authorities raided the commune in July, 2005 and detained 45 faithful including a Kiwi, senior citizens and among others, 3 children of Ayah Pin and his 3 wives.
I read somewhere; there are kids left behind unattended in commune and while some faithful have to pawn all theier belongs just to bail themselves out, majority of the detainees are still in custody.
Their crime: Trying to be unIslamic!
As if the arrest was not good enough, mobs made up of some 35 unidentified assailants armed with Molotov cocktails attacked the commune and set the place ablaze …. Assailants attack Ayah Pin's commune with Molotov cocktails! ... I supposed mobs and Molotov cocktails are Islamic.
Human Rights?
This must be a Greek word in Islam …
The group has appealed to a the local commision in charge of human rights ‘Suhakam’ for help … so far, no action.
And the most rediculous fact is that Malaysia is actually a secular state!
According to their constitutions, there is religious freedom ... Refer to Malaysian Federal Constitution, the Supreme Law (Article 4:1): -
“Article number: 3
(1) Islam is the religion of the Federation; but other religions may be practised in peace and harmony in any part of the Federation.”
More detailsof their contitutions at Malaysia-Today
I am seeing hypocrisy of the highest order here ...
By the way, Mr. Pin is still at large. They said he is ‘protected’ by the Almighty in the name of justice ... do you buy this divine theory?
In the name of Religious Freedom, may God bless Ayah Pin and revive the cute Sky Kingdom ...
________________________________________________________________________________
N E W S
Nation
Monday August 1, 2005
‘Sky’ comes tumbling down
BY K. SUTHAKAR
Ayah Pin: The authorities are still searching for him.
JERTEH: The giant teapot and other key structures at the Sky Kingdom commune came tumbling down yesterday after the Besut District Council sent in it's demolition squad.
More than 30 followers of the sect, who watched the demolition, did not resist or challenge the authorities.
Several children of sect leader Ariffin Mohamad, known as Ayah Pin to his followers, were among those who watched the Sky Kingdom symbols crashing to earth.
Asked what she thought of the council’s move, daughter Nor Hashide, 20, replied: “Tak tahu (Don’t know).”
Policemen at the scene barred pressmen from getting near the commune or take pictures of the demolition work.
The followers were taken by surprise when the 40 council workers entered the commune with four excavators and five lorries at 2.30pm. About 50 policemen and officers from the state Islamic Affairs department accompanied them.
Sky Kingdom follower Sulaiman Takrib, 56, said the perimeter wall was the first to go, followed by the assembly hall, the boat, the Dewan Bulat, the Dewan Nasyid, the teapot and other structures.
WHAT’S LEFT: The Dewan Bulat where Ayah Pin used to meet visitors is now lying in ruins after the Besut District Council demolished it yesterday.
Sulaiman said an officer went to look for the children of Che Minah Remeli, 58, the first wife of Ayah Pin, to sign a certain form.
Nobody came forward and the letter was eventually pushed under the door of one of the houses.
In a related development, the three other wives of Ayah Pin have been detained by the Kelantan police at a house in Kampung Sungai Pinang, near Tumpat.
They are his second wife Zaharah Awang, 45, third wife Ruzilah Mokhtar, 41, and fourth wife Nik Kamariah Nik Pah, 33.
Overview of the Sky Kingdom compound and structures on June 6.
The Terengganu Islamic affairs department had put them on the wanted list for being involved in teachings deviant to Islamic beliefs.
They will be charged at the Lower Syariah Court today under Section 10 of the Syariah Criminal Offences (Takzir) (Terengganu) Enactment 2001.
Department commissioner Shaik Harun Ismail said the Kelantan police handed over the cult leader’s three wives to the Jerteh police at 11am.
PILE OF RUBBISH: A Besut District Council driver looking at some of the debris which will be disposed off at another location after the demolition exercise at the Sky Kingdom commune yesterday.
The district police, in turn, handed them over to the department at 4pm.
The authorities, however, have yet to detain Che Minah or Ayah Pin.
Early last month, Ayah Pin obtained an injunction to stop any attempt to demolish any structure at his commune.
State Islam Hadhari Development committee chairman Wan Mohamad Wan Hassan had said on July 5 that any effort to shut down the village would depend on the outcome of the hearing.
Even if the state Islamic affairs department won the case, Ayah Pin was expected to make an appeal.
Ayah Pin was declared an apostate for leaving Islam and had spent 11 months in jail in 2001 for his activities.
Ayah Pin and his four wives were earlier said to have fled from the Sky Kingdom before the compound was attacked by a group of masked men on July 18.
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p/s: aku tidak menyangka ayah pin begitu famous hingga mengalahkan mawi..hoyess
Pilihan Respons Pembaca
Rupa-rupanya blog mengarut aku ni mendapat perhatian dari pengkaji agama dari barat.Jangan serius sangat geng.....minah ni berminat dlm hal ayah pin dan kerajaan langit.. La Bona, thanks 4 the comment!!
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La Bona said...
I think it is a crying shame that some people can be threatened by a few concrete structures.
I say the Sky Kingdom crushing akin to the demolition of the Bamiyan Buddha by Taliban
I have a related blog here Islam: Persecution of Sky Kingdom II.
6:02 AM
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La Bona said...
I think it is a crying shame that some people can be threatened by a few concrete structures.
I say the Sky Kingdom crushing akin to the demolition of the Bamiyan Buddha by Taliban
I have a related blog here Islam: Persecution of Sky Kingdom II.
6:02 AM
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Khamis, Ogos 04, 2005
Right brain am i...
test your own!!
Decoy, you are Right-brained
Most right-brained people like you are flexible in many realms of their lives. Whether picking up on the nuances of musical concerto, appreciating the subtle details in a work of art, or seeing the world from a different perspective, right-brained people are creative, imaginative, and attuned to their surroundings.
People probably see your thinking process as boundless, and that might translate to your physical surroundings as well. Some people think of you as messier than others. It's not that you're disorganized, it's just that you might use different systems to organize (by theme, by subject, by color). Straight alphabetization and rigidly ordered folders are not typical of right-brained behavior.
You are also more intuitive than many. When it comes to reading literature, you probably prefer creative writing or fiction over nonfiction. And when it comes to doing math, you might find you enjoy geometry more than other forms like algebra.
Your Brain Type Report will describe how and why each of the responses you chose while answering the Brain Test revealed that you are Right-brained dominant. It's ready right now!
Selasa, Ogos 02, 2005
Laporan Rasmi: Psycho Project 02
Sabtu (30 Julai 2005)
Malam sebelum tu, berkampung kat opis pek. Kami hyper beramai-ramai...arghh ngantuknya.....
********
Pagi2 lg, kami angkut barang ke lokasi (bangsar) dan semua crew tiba ditempat kejadian mejelang tengah hari (akhir pagi - still pagi lg).
The Crew
Photo ni courtesy dari robert. http://exarxil.fotopages.com/
Terdiri dari: naim,pek,ali,wae,tam,ain,robet,sadiq,sabil,dan sebagainya (hehheh)
The poster (oleh Alone)
The hasil
Untuk coverage penuh, sila rujuk dibawah
http://pekthong.deviantart.com/
http://alieonfire.fotopages.com/
http://shadiq.fotopages.com/
http://exarxil.fotopages.com/
http://rengised.fotopages.com/
http://sayapdewa.fotopages.com/
http://tungsten.fotopages.com/
http://skeria.fotopages.com/
Projek Berakhir Dengan Jayanya, thanks to model (helda,michele,alan,ana)
Media Rasmi:
Berbolok
Penaja:
Nikon, Canon, Kodak, 7 E, Perodua, Proton, Olympus, Minolta dan lain-lain barang sendiri.
(C)2005 PsychoCrew - Psycho Project Foundation
Malam sebelum tu, berkampung kat opis pek. Kami hyper beramai-ramai...arghh ngantuknya.....
********
Pagi2 lg, kami angkut barang ke lokasi (bangsar) dan semua crew tiba ditempat kejadian mejelang tengah hari (akhir pagi - still pagi lg).
The Crew
Photo ni courtesy dari robert. http://exarxil.fotopages.com/
Terdiri dari: naim,pek,ali,wae,tam,ain,robet,sadiq,sabil,dan sebagainya (hehheh)
The poster (oleh Alone)
The hasil
Untuk coverage penuh, sila rujuk dibawah
http://pekthong.deviantart.com/
http://alieonfire.fotopages.com/
http://shadiq.fotopages.com/
http://exarxil.fotopages.com/
http://rengised.fotopages.com/
http://sayapdewa.fotopages.com/
http://tungsten.fotopages.com/
http://skeria.fotopages.com/
Projek Berakhir Dengan Jayanya, thanks to model (helda,michele,alan,ana)
Media Rasmi:
Berbolok
Penaja:
Nikon, Canon, Kodak, 7 E, Perodua, Proton, Olympus, Minolta dan lain-lain barang sendiri.
(C)2005 PsychoCrew - Psycho Project Foundation
Isnin, Ogos 01, 2005
Senang jer buat agama baru..bengong... Agama Jedi
aku jumpa artikel ni kat net....
Jedi Religion
I knew this was coming... I knew it would someday be a religion. Just like I predicted that people would someday worship Elvis.
Thousands of Britons devoted to the "Star Wars" films have claimed the fictional faith Jedi as their religion and forced it onto the next national census, newspapers reported on Thursday.
An e-mail campaign convinced more than 10,000 fans of the enduring science-fiction films to list Jedi -- known by the mantra "May the Force be with you" -- as their religion on Britain's 2001 census, the Daily Express reported. It was enough for the Office for National Statistics (ONS) to give Jedi its own code, meaning it will appear in the 2002 census.
"When the forms are processed, all data is encoded and we have given Jedi Knight a code because a large group of people have entered it on their forms," an ONS spokesman told the Daily Express. "But we are not saying that this is an official religion," the spokesman added.
In the "Star Wars" films, the Jedi Knights are a noble order of protectors unified by their belief in and ability to tap into a universal power called "the Force."
And here's an update to that story:
The Force will not be with you despite many Star Wars fans registering their religion as Jedi Knight in this year's British census.
Officials said on Thursday there was "absolutely no possibility" of Jedi appearing as a choice of religion on future census forms after officials created a code for Jedi to help them analyze responses to the 2001 population survey.
"Because a certain number of people were likely to have put Jedi Knight as a response to that question, it has been included as a code simply to help speed the forms through the machine-readers," a spokesman for the Office of National Statistics told Reuters. "All that will happen is that it will be recorded as 'Other'," he said. "It certainly does not mean it is recognized as a religion."
An email campaign had circulated before the national survey in April aiming to persuade up to 10,000 people to enter themselves as followers of the science-fiction films' mystical faith -- with its mantra "May the Force be with you." The spokesman said it was up to Parliament to decide on what questions appeared in the next census, due in 2011.
"There is absolutely no possibility of it appearing on the census form," he said. "We will not be using taxpayers' money to publish how many people put 'Jedi' in," he added.
So... does this make George Lucas the Pope?
Jedi Religion
I knew this was coming... I knew it would someday be a religion. Just like I predicted that people would someday worship Elvis.
Thousands of Britons devoted to the "Star Wars" films have claimed the fictional faith Jedi as their religion and forced it onto the next national census, newspapers reported on Thursday.
An e-mail campaign convinced more than 10,000 fans of the enduring science-fiction films to list Jedi -- known by the mantra "May the Force be with you" -- as their religion on Britain's 2001 census, the Daily Express reported. It was enough for the Office for National Statistics (ONS) to give Jedi its own code, meaning it will appear in the 2002 census.
"When the forms are processed, all data is encoded and we have given Jedi Knight a code because a large group of people have entered it on their forms," an ONS spokesman told the Daily Express. "But we are not saying that this is an official religion," the spokesman added.
In the "Star Wars" films, the Jedi Knights are a noble order of protectors unified by their belief in and ability to tap into a universal power called "the Force."
And here's an update to that story:
The Force will not be with you despite many Star Wars fans registering their religion as Jedi Knight in this year's British census.
Officials said on Thursday there was "absolutely no possibility" of Jedi appearing as a choice of religion on future census forms after officials created a code for Jedi to help them analyze responses to the 2001 population survey.
"Because a certain number of people were likely to have put Jedi Knight as a response to that question, it has been included as a code simply to help speed the forms through the machine-readers," a spokesman for the Office of National Statistics told Reuters. "All that will happen is that it will be recorded as 'Other'," he said. "It certainly does not mean it is recognized as a religion."
An email campaign had circulated before the national survey in April aiming to persuade up to 10,000 people to enter themselves as followers of the science-fiction films' mystical faith -- with its mantra "May the Force be with you." The spokesman said it was up to Parliament to decide on what questions appeared in the next census, due in 2011.
"There is absolutely no possibility of it appearing on the census form," he said. "We will not be using taxpayers' money to publish how many people put 'Jedi' in," he added.
So... does this make George Lucas the Pope?
Wae..ko mmg hebat!!!
aku x sangka otai menawarkan diri utk join ko dlm psychoproject...
salute...
lain kali ajak lah kalau nak pergi
Thu 21-Jul-2005 12:19
Posted by:Saiful Nang saifulnang@yahoo.com - [Link]
be there: http://rengised.fotopages.com/
salute...
lain kali ajak lah kalau nak pergi
Thu 21-Jul-2005 12:19
Posted by:Saiful Nang saifulnang@yahoo.com - [Link]
be there: http://rengised.fotopages.com/
Bolok: Dari kacamata google
Aku jumpa artikel pasal bolok ni dalam internet
http://www.compsoc.man.ac.uk/~yy/sedras/bolok.htm
Bolok
The story of one of the greats of history and his attempt to curse the Jewish people appears in the Sedra. Rabbi Dessler points out, that if a person is named in the Torah, then they were a great person. They may have been a great Rosho (villain) but they were certainly great. Such a person was Bilam. He was as great in wisdom as Achitofel. He was as great in Prophesy as Moshe Rabbeinu. Paradoxically he suffered from three character defects, which directed his greatness to abuse and distortion. He loved money, he demanded honour and he was attached to immorality.
The question of course arises as to why HaShem would bestow prophecy on such a person.
The answer is because of the purpose of creation, Freedom of Choice. If it were the case that only those loyal to G-d could access "supernatural" intervention then everyone would of course be loyal to G-d but for the wrong reason. They would be loyal because it "pays".
Imagine I am presenting a talk to a group of one hundred young Jews. They come from non-religious backgrounds and are sceptical about the validity of the Torah. I finish my hour-long talk with a final appeal. If what I have said makes sense then they should take their interest further. They should book themselves into a good beginners Yeshiva like, Ohr Somayach or a Sem like, Neve Yerushalayim and start to learn.
Now imagine that the audience is arranged so that fifty Jews sit on one side and fifty on the other. The right hand group thinks to themselves "That makes sense" and promptly enrol in Ohr Somayach or Neve. Their initial interest leads to commitment and years of study. They emerge from their Jewish education and return to these shores ready to commence their secular studies. They all go to University and get first class degrees. They get married and find superb jobs. Their marriages and family life is fantastic and they have perfect children who never give them any trouble, not even a word of Chutzpah. They never have a day’s illness. They grow old to see their successful children marry and equally successful grandchildren, marry. Eventually in very old age they all pass away peacefully in their sleep.
The remaining fifty consider my talk and conclude that it was entertaining but frankly the ideas were "medieval". They do not pursue their religion and instead spend their summer at "Camp America" as camp counsellors. They have return early for teaching the children how to smoke drugs. They return and go straight to University where they spend three "rocky" and troubled years and emerge with very poor degrees. They get married to each other but almost all the marriages end in divorce. The offspring of the unions are troubled and obnoxious. Many get into trouble with drugs and spend time in jail. The Parents suffer from many terrible and various illnesses and many die young.
Now imagine ten years have gone by. I am giving the exact same presentation to another group of one hundred young Jews. By a statistical freak each one is a younger brother or sister of the original group. They all know what happened to their older siblings. I conclude the same way I did ten years previously with an appeal for them to take this investigation of their religion further. How many will sign up for Camp America this time? None!
It can never be that we are uniquely and exclusively rewarded for our loyalty to G-d. That would produce perfect loyalty…but for ourselves not for G-d. So everyone must have equal access to life’s opportunities whether they are "good" or "bad"
The Talmud expresses this in the words "Zu l’umos Zu Boro Elokim" "For every positive thing He created He created an equal and opposing negative thing."
Now we know why HaShem went to such efforts to change the curse, which Bilam tried to use to destroy the Jews. Instead of a curse, HaShem changes the words so that they emerge as blessings. Why go to all that trouble after all is HaShem obliged to react to the words of this Rosho? The answer we now see is yes! Such people would also have to have "supernatural" powers to maintain a balance between positive forces and negative ones and maintain the purpose of creation, freedom of choice.
http://www.compsoc.man.ac.uk/~yy/sedras/bolok.htm
Bolok
The story of one of the greats of history and his attempt to curse the Jewish people appears in the Sedra. Rabbi Dessler points out, that if a person is named in the Torah, then they were a great person. They may have been a great Rosho (villain) but they were certainly great. Such a person was Bilam. He was as great in wisdom as Achitofel. He was as great in Prophesy as Moshe Rabbeinu. Paradoxically he suffered from three character defects, which directed his greatness to abuse and distortion. He loved money, he demanded honour and he was attached to immorality.
The question of course arises as to why HaShem would bestow prophecy on such a person.
The answer is because of the purpose of creation, Freedom of Choice. If it were the case that only those loyal to G-d could access "supernatural" intervention then everyone would of course be loyal to G-d but for the wrong reason. They would be loyal because it "pays".
Imagine I am presenting a talk to a group of one hundred young Jews. They come from non-religious backgrounds and are sceptical about the validity of the Torah. I finish my hour-long talk with a final appeal. If what I have said makes sense then they should take their interest further. They should book themselves into a good beginners Yeshiva like, Ohr Somayach or a Sem like, Neve Yerushalayim and start to learn.
Now imagine that the audience is arranged so that fifty Jews sit on one side and fifty on the other. The right hand group thinks to themselves "That makes sense" and promptly enrol in Ohr Somayach or Neve. Their initial interest leads to commitment and years of study. They emerge from their Jewish education and return to these shores ready to commence their secular studies. They all go to University and get first class degrees. They get married and find superb jobs. Their marriages and family life is fantastic and they have perfect children who never give them any trouble, not even a word of Chutzpah. They never have a day’s illness. They grow old to see their successful children marry and equally successful grandchildren, marry. Eventually in very old age they all pass away peacefully in their sleep.
The remaining fifty consider my talk and conclude that it was entertaining but frankly the ideas were "medieval". They do not pursue their religion and instead spend their summer at "Camp America" as camp counsellors. They have return early for teaching the children how to smoke drugs. They return and go straight to University where they spend three "rocky" and troubled years and emerge with very poor degrees. They get married to each other but almost all the marriages end in divorce. The offspring of the unions are troubled and obnoxious. Many get into trouble with drugs and spend time in jail. The Parents suffer from many terrible and various illnesses and many die young.
Now imagine ten years have gone by. I am giving the exact same presentation to another group of one hundred young Jews. By a statistical freak each one is a younger brother or sister of the original group. They all know what happened to their older siblings. I conclude the same way I did ten years previously with an appeal for them to take this investigation of their religion further. How many will sign up for Camp America this time? None!
It can never be that we are uniquely and exclusively rewarded for our loyalty to G-d. That would produce perfect loyalty…but for ourselves not for G-d. So everyone must have equal access to life’s opportunities whether they are "good" or "bad"
The Talmud expresses this in the words "Zu l’umos Zu Boro Elokim" "For every positive thing He created He created an equal and opposing negative thing."
Now we know why HaShem went to such efforts to change the curse, which Bilam tried to use to destroy the Jews. Instead of a curse, HaShem changes the words so that they emerge as blessings. Why go to all that trouble after all is HaShem obliged to react to the words of this Rosho? The answer we now see is yes! Such people would also have to have "supernatural" powers to maintain a balance between positive forces and negative ones and maintain the purpose of creation, freedom of choice.
Jumaat, Julai 29, 2005
Seloka Krancip
tatkala disekelilingku bergembira.. tertawa ria..... di sini aku menangis kesaorangan.........
Kawin:
Jangan kawin sama orang TELKOM :"tiap 3 minit putus"
Apalagi sama Dr. Gigi : " baru goyang dah dicabut"
Lagi baik dengan Guru : "kurang jelas, diulang sampai Puaaassss....
Jagung :
Mau yang muda atau yang tua ?
Mau yang lebat atau yang rindang bulunya ?
Mau yang kuat atau yang lembek ?
Yang panjang enak, yang mungil asyik ?
Tersedia berbagai ukuran.
Hubungi penjual jagung !!!
Cium :
Mau mesra cium bibir,
Mau enak cium dekat dada,
Mau nikmat cium di bawah pusat,
Mau lebih panas ?
Turun Lagi Lebih ke Bawah.....Cium Tuh Tar Jalan Raya !!!
Susu :
Kata ayam pada lembu : Manusia itu kejam, Aku makan beras sikit aja dah diusir !!
Kata lembu : Elo.. tu masih dikira baik, tetekku tiap hari
diraba-raba, diramas-ramas, dipicit-picit, tapi kawinnya tidak!!!
Tertipu :
Jika kau jadi bunga aku rela jadi kupu-kupu.
Jika kau siang, aku rela jadi matahari
Jika kau samudera aku rela jadi ikan
Jika kau jadi monyet,
aku RELA, SUNGGUH, SUMPAH AKU RELA !!! SWEARRR...
Bercumbu :
Minah, yang telah lama tinggal di kota pulang ke kampung
dan bertemu pujaan hatinya, Mamat yang berprofesi sebagai petani.
Suatu senja, ketika tengah jalan2 dan menikmati pemandangan desa, mereka melihat 2 ekor kerbau saling menggesek-gesekkan hidung dan.....
Kerana lama memendam rindu, Mamat berkata dengan nada memancing, " Rasanya saya jadi ingin juga melakukannya," sambil memandang
Minah mesra.
"Silakan saja," balas Minah " kan kerbau2 tu milikmu."
Nak Kena Sumbat :
Suatu ketika mandilah seorang lelaki di air terjun nan indah .....
Mandilah dia dengan menanggalkan semua pakaiannya ..
dan berkecipak-cipuk bermain dengan air ....
dari jarak kejauhan datanglah seorang Nyah berjalan dan
mendekat, mengintip lelaki tersebut yang sedang
mandi ...... .. si Nyah menikmatinya ....
dan ... OOOPPPS !!!! si Nyah memijak ranting ..."KKKRRRIIIIIEEEEK"
si lelaki terperenjat !!!
Lelaki : SIAPA TU??
Nyah : ( diam saja ... takut ketahuan )....
kerana tidak ada yang menjawab si Lelaki
melanjutkan mandinya, tetapi si Nyah kemalangan, dia jatuh terpeleset ,
"GUUUBRAAK"
Lelaki : SIAPA LAGI TU? CEPAT NGAKU!!!! KALO TAK... NANTI KALO WA DAPAT.....
WA SUMBAT PAKAI BARANG WA NI!!!!
Nyah : ( girang ...dan menampakan mukanya sambil
bergaya seperti biasanya seorang Nyah ) .... JANJI YA .....!!!!!!!
Kawin:
Jangan kawin sama orang TELKOM :"tiap 3 minit putus"
Apalagi sama Dr. Gigi : " baru goyang dah dicabut"
Lagi baik dengan Guru : "kurang jelas, diulang sampai Puaaassss....
Jagung :
Mau yang muda atau yang tua ?
Mau yang lebat atau yang rindang bulunya ?
Mau yang kuat atau yang lembek ?
Yang panjang enak, yang mungil asyik ?
Tersedia berbagai ukuran.
Hubungi penjual jagung !!!
Cium :
Mau mesra cium bibir,
Mau enak cium dekat dada,
Mau nikmat cium di bawah pusat,
Mau lebih panas ?
Turun Lagi Lebih ke Bawah.....Cium Tuh Tar Jalan Raya !!!
Susu :
Kata ayam pada lembu : Manusia itu kejam, Aku makan beras sikit aja dah diusir !!
Kata lembu : Elo.. tu masih dikira baik, tetekku tiap hari
diraba-raba, diramas-ramas, dipicit-picit, tapi kawinnya tidak!!!
Tertipu :
Jika kau jadi bunga aku rela jadi kupu-kupu.
Jika kau siang, aku rela jadi matahari
Jika kau samudera aku rela jadi ikan
Jika kau jadi monyet,
aku RELA, SUNGGUH, SUMPAH AKU RELA !!! SWEARRR...
Bercumbu :
Minah, yang telah lama tinggal di kota pulang ke kampung
dan bertemu pujaan hatinya, Mamat yang berprofesi sebagai petani.
Suatu senja, ketika tengah jalan2 dan menikmati pemandangan desa, mereka melihat 2 ekor kerbau saling menggesek-gesekkan hidung dan.....
Kerana lama memendam rindu, Mamat berkata dengan nada memancing, " Rasanya saya jadi ingin juga melakukannya," sambil memandang
Minah mesra.
"Silakan saja," balas Minah " kan kerbau2 tu milikmu."
Nak Kena Sumbat :
Suatu ketika mandilah seorang lelaki di air terjun nan indah .....
Mandilah dia dengan menanggalkan semua pakaiannya ..
dan berkecipak-cipuk bermain dengan air ....
dari jarak kejauhan datanglah seorang Nyah berjalan dan
mendekat, mengintip lelaki tersebut yang sedang
mandi ...... .. si Nyah menikmatinya ....
dan ... OOOPPPS !!!! si Nyah memijak ranting ..."KKKRRRIIIIIEEEEK"
si lelaki terperenjat !!!
Lelaki : SIAPA TU??
Nyah : ( diam saja ... takut ketahuan )....
kerana tidak ada yang menjawab si Lelaki
melanjutkan mandinya, tetapi si Nyah kemalangan, dia jatuh terpeleset ,
"GUUUBRAAK"
Lelaki : SIAPA LAGI TU? CEPAT NGAKU!!!! KALO TAK... NANTI KALO WA DAPAT.....
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25 julai 2005
Penduduk tak sangka pelajar pengotor
SAYA ingin menegur sikap segelintir penyewa terutama pelajar universiti berhampiran di kawasan perumahan Bukit Beruang, Melaka yang tidak menghiraukan soal kebersihan. Longgokan sampah-sarap sentiasa menghiasi depan rumah masing-masing.
Ramai yang tidak menggunakan beg plastik hitam untuk membungkus sampah-sarap. Sebaliknya semua sampah dicampak terus ke luar rumah. Tidak malu agaknya mereka melihat tong sampah terbalik dengan segala isinya bertaburan sebelah pintu pagar rumah masing-masing.
Malah di laluan jalan kaki dari kawasan perumahan ke Universiti Multimedia (MMU) yang berhampiran juga banyak bertaburan sampah-sarap. Sebahagian pelajar itu nampaknya macam tidak peka mengenai kebersihan, malah tidak ambil peduli langsung.
Kalau tengokkan gaya mereka berpakaian memang kita tak sangka yang mereka itu pengotor. Harapkan gaya saja yang nampak gempak, cute dan lawa tapi sanggup hidup di kelilingi bau busuk dan sampah-sarap berselerak.
Saya tinggal di kawasan perumahan berkenaan sejak 1990. Pada masa itu kawasan berkenaan tenang dan selesa didiami. Namun selepas 15 tahun berlalu, ia berubah wajah dengan pembangunan yang amat pesat.
Kawasan ini sudah menjadi bandar universiti yang dihuni beribu pelajar pelbagai bangsa. Berbanding pelajar Kolej Komuniti, pelajar MMU jauh lebih ramai menghuni Bukit Beruang. Khabarnya majoriti pelajar MMU datang daripada keluarga berada. Masing-masing ramai yang berkereta dan bergaya menarik.
Soal pengotor satu hal, seperkara lagi ialah soal bising. Tidur saya selalu terganggu dengan deraian ketawa segelintir pelajar yang suka berembun di jalan raya. Suara mereka bergurau dan ketawa mengilai jelas dan lantang kedengaran di bilik tidur saya.
Biasanya waktu itu sekitar jam 2 pagi. Khabarnya di Bukit Beruang ini pernah berlaku pertengkaran di antara keluarga berkelamin yang berjiran dengan pelajar. Mereka membuat bising secara keterlaluan sehingga anak jiran tidak boleh tidur. Selepas kena tegur biasanya mereka berhenti sekejap tetapi tak lama kemudian ulang tabiat memekak itu lagi. Akhirnya keluarga berkelamin itu menjual rumah mereka dan berpindah ke tempat lain.
Kalau tidak kerana petugas Majlis Bandaraya Melaka Bersejarah (MBMB) yang datang membersihkan segala kotoran mereka itu secara berkala, mungkin sebahagian kawasan kediaman di kawasan ini sudah lama menjadi tapak pelupusan sampah-sarap.
Lilac,
Bukit Beruang, Melaka.
P/S: Tailo..tolong sound skit bebudak ko tu..hehehe
25 julai 2005
Penduduk tak sangka pelajar pengotor
SAYA ingin menegur sikap segelintir penyewa terutama pelajar universiti berhampiran di kawasan perumahan Bukit Beruang, Melaka yang tidak menghiraukan soal kebersihan. Longgokan sampah-sarap sentiasa menghiasi depan rumah masing-masing.
Ramai yang tidak menggunakan beg plastik hitam untuk membungkus sampah-sarap. Sebaliknya semua sampah dicampak terus ke luar rumah. Tidak malu agaknya mereka melihat tong sampah terbalik dengan segala isinya bertaburan sebelah pintu pagar rumah masing-masing.
Malah di laluan jalan kaki dari kawasan perumahan ke Universiti Multimedia (MMU) yang berhampiran juga banyak bertaburan sampah-sarap. Sebahagian pelajar itu nampaknya macam tidak peka mengenai kebersihan, malah tidak ambil peduli langsung.
Kalau tengokkan gaya mereka berpakaian memang kita tak sangka yang mereka itu pengotor. Harapkan gaya saja yang nampak gempak, cute dan lawa tapi sanggup hidup di kelilingi bau busuk dan sampah-sarap berselerak.
Saya tinggal di kawasan perumahan berkenaan sejak 1990. Pada masa itu kawasan berkenaan tenang dan selesa didiami. Namun selepas 15 tahun berlalu, ia berubah wajah dengan pembangunan yang amat pesat.
Kawasan ini sudah menjadi bandar universiti yang dihuni beribu pelajar pelbagai bangsa. Berbanding pelajar Kolej Komuniti, pelajar MMU jauh lebih ramai menghuni Bukit Beruang. Khabarnya majoriti pelajar MMU datang daripada keluarga berada. Masing-masing ramai yang berkereta dan bergaya menarik.
Soal pengotor satu hal, seperkara lagi ialah soal bising. Tidur saya selalu terganggu dengan deraian ketawa segelintir pelajar yang suka berembun di jalan raya. Suara mereka bergurau dan ketawa mengilai jelas dan lantang kedengaran di bilik tidur saya.
Biasanya waktu itu sekitar jam 2 pagi. Khabarnya di Bukit Beruang ini pernah berlaku pertengkaran di antara keluarga berkelamin yang berjiran dengan pelajar. Mereka membuat bising secara keterlaluan sehingga anak jiran tidak boleh tidur. Selepas kena tegur biasanya mereka berhenti sekejap tetapi tak lama kemudian ulang tabiat memekak itu lagi. Akhirnya keluarga berkelamin itu menjual rumah mereka dan berpindah ke tempat lain.
Kalau tidak kerana petugas Majlis Bandaraya Melaka Bersejarah (MBMB) yang datang membersihkan segala kotoran mereka itu secara berkala, mungkin sebahagian kawasan kediaman di kawasan ini sudah lama menjadi tapak pelupusan sampah-sarap.
Lilac,
Bukit Beruang, Melaka.
P/S: Tailo..tolong sound skit bebudak ko tu..hehehe
Sabtu, Julai 23, 2005
Diari AF...(Cinta? Nafsu?)
Diari ni bermula dari yg paling latest hingga ke permulaan...diari ini adalah diari yg sebenar dan tiada pengubahsuaian yg dilakukan. Demi cinta "sejati" (kononnya), body sanggup diserah.OK move on..bacalahhh
4.5.2003 Sunday, 2.30pg
I have to go to utp today!
3.5.2003 Saturday, 11.30mlm
8.00pg-went to his bro’s house. Nobody there. I got in. we plan to go to teluk batik but apiz tak mandi lagi lol~so sexy huh. See his family video in his pc. meriah tul..mesra sgt.. family die besar
9.30pg-bertolak. Have breakfast kat dataran batu 5. on the way apiz dah start ngantuk. Tukar driver. And apiz tdo until I reached teluk batik.. ampes tul.. but he is so cute! Have wonderful time there.. tp.. orang ramai sgt.. so tak brape bes.. takde privacy.
1.00ptg-bertolak balik. I tertdo sepanjang jalan.. huhuhuh.. penat sgtt! Until jambatan batu 5 baru jaga balik. Went to abg pai’s house. Lucky die tak dpt ikut gi town.
2.15ptg-gi kfc. Apiz waited outside. Met zaty. Hantar zaty gi tusyen. Then apiz n me went to gabungan to have lunch. We makan dalam krete.. hihik. After eating.. apiz said that he want to kiss me. He asked me to kisss him 1st.. huwwaaa malu nye. Segan gilerh! Then we decided to go to the office.. ye laa.. b4 I went to utp
3.45ptg-reached that “historical place”. Aku masuk je.. he terus tarik n give me a deep kiss.Yeah.. I know he miss me.. I miss him too! then we started to hug each other.Today.. he lose his dotdot! Both of us berusaha together.. waaa penat n so sakit.. n so bahagia! Aaaa. I miss that time!
5.30ptg-get back.. huwaa so tired. I sleep until 8.00mlm lol~
11.00mlm-apiz antar my fav food-yong tau fu to my house.. huwaaa.. this is my last time to c him.. I salam n kiss his hand.. arghh apiz.. I miss u a lot! Aaaa.. remember our historical day today yeh.. I love u so much!
2.5.2003 Friday, 9.00mlm
pagi-apiz slept in the office last night lol~ hantu tdo btul. Pick him naik moto n have breakfast at wahab. Then hantar die balik umah. Met bandu kat jalan pasir.. isk isk tak ensem la plak
3.00ptg- have a date again.. hihihi. Jejalan kat fajar, makan ice cream king dlm kete.. heh tak sempat nak kiss.. sabar je lawent to tgk2 only kat taman batu 5. go to abg pai house but he’s not home. Go back to town n met fadhli kat depan bus station. Then both of us makan burger together kat jam condong.. so romantic!
6.00ptg-get home, plan for tomorrow.. heh heh heh
1.5.2003 Thursday
3.00pg-apiz call. He is here! Aaaaaaa! So happy!
10.00pg-he call again n ajak kluar. Gado with ayah 1st! huwaaaa! Met him n he notice that I’m crying. We went straight to our usual place-office hehehe. Rindu sgt la tu. Really cannot tahan! Feel so teransang.. but we still can control ourself! Balik umah kejap sebab nak antar angkerol gi town! Have lunch kat asyraff after that. After lunch.. we went to his friend’s house.. abg li/abg tupai. Went to wahab n sembang2 sambil minum.
5.30-get home
27.4.2003 Sunday, 3.30ptg
I have to balik kg now! Aarghh.. apiz.. pls forgive me sayang.. I’m so menyesal!
26.4.2003 Saturday, 12.30mlm
what I guess is true! Apiz was angry with me! Very very angry! I gado with him tadi.. on the phone.. it is my fault.. I have to terime.. n this is our 2nd perselisihan..huhhh! sian die.. I cry n dunno what to do.. huwwaaa how can I did that stupid thing? Am I lose my mind? Yg paling tak bes.. he said he doesn’t have the mood to balik.. wwaa.. he promise me he want to come back.. arghhh!! I miss him! Tu la shima.. buat pape tanak pk dulu.. padan muka!
25.4.2003 Friday, 11.30mlm
so stupid! A stupid day! I really feel guilty! Aku kluar ngan fad malam tadi. Although we do nothing, but I really rase bersalah to apiz.. because I go out at night.. only the two of us! Apiz said it’s ok but I know.. he is angry.. very very angry.. he never miss call me once! aaaa I’m so sorry!!
19.4.2003 Saturday, 8.30mlm
eena got the matrik penang offer. Thank god! Untung la dierh.. bley study ngan dayah. She will daftar 2 ary lagi-Monday. Huh.. sesorang la aku jwpnye.
18.4.2003 Friday, 3.00ptg
I’m here in ti! So surprise huh! I got utp offer and ayah took me from changlun yesterday. On the way to ti, we-abang,angkerol,mak,ayah n me jejalan at bukit kayu hitam, n penang.. yeah! So happy!
11.4.2003 Friday, 9.00 mlm
a bad day! Awal pagi lagi dah kene mara dgn ayah.. so malang.. but aku dah lali kene camtu. B’coz tak tahan sgt.. met eena after jumaat kat umah lin. Asmida ade sekali. We sembang2 until fad sms me that die on the way balik ti. Met fad at eena’s house.. n surprise.. pakai tudung! Senja balik umah n pack my things. Esok after interview..i’ll go back to changlun! Aaaaaa!
10.4.2003 Thursday, 11.00mlm
yeeaahhh.. I’m in t.intan now! Aku balik sbb sabtu(12/4) ni ade interview jpa. Aaaa so tired! I took 2.00pm bus from changlun. It stop few times at jitra,a.setar n s.petani. reach ipoh around 7!! Lol~ ayah, mak n abg waited for me. After dinner at ipoh, we went back. Here I am! Tak saba nak jumpe eena esok! Deep inside my heart.. I miss apiz a lot! I still save his sms that he sent when I reach my matrik that night. He said sorry coz he was not really temankan me that week.. he said he byk menyusahkan aku n blab la.. huwwaaa.. it’s ok apiz.. I’m ur little girl right? We still can have fun later right? Arghh.. need to hear ur voice now!
4.4.2003 Friday
8.15pg-apiz take me with his bro’s car. Pegi breakfast kat depan sri aman. I have the feeling that ni la last kitorang jumpe. Around 9.30 apiz antar balik. He kiss me only once! He told me. I’ll get my utp offer today! Hope so! I’m so sad.. very very sad! Don’t want to leave my hometown! Don’t want to leave apiz! My parents! My room! My pc! My cats! Aaaaaaaaaa
3.00ptg-that stupid utp said that they’ll inform calon2 yg berjaya later. So stupid! Then I have to bertolak to changlun now!Huwwaaa! Apizzz I need u now! I miss u sayang!! arghh tanak pegi!!
31.3 - 3.4.2003 (Monday-Thursday)
met apiz everyday sepanjang minggu nih.. antar him to the hospital.. visit his father.. met mak die, kakak no.4, abg ipar, and 2 of his younger sis – no’oi n shikin. They r just great.. but I’m so scared of his mom n sis.. gerun. I know that I’m happy.. but isk.. apiz is too busy with his family n didn’t spend much time on me. Rilex shima.. u have to understand ok. Isk.. if utp didn’t answer anything.. I got to go to chganglun tomorrow! But apiz yakin yg utp will answer tomorrow.. tah la apiz... Yg bestnye.. I took my jpa’s offer with apiz kat pejabat pos. die la org 1st yg tau I got that offer.. so bahagia! Got one day.. he teman me shopping brg2 tuk pegi kedah. So happy.. I won’t forget this week. We r like laki bini..hihik. I hope we can pertahankan our relation till the end!
30.3.2003 Sunday, 9.00mlm
feuww.. so tired today~ have some problems with apiz this afternoon.. but luckily we can settle it down.. he cried when I asked him to find another girl..huwwaaa.. I’m so stupid! I love him so much and I want him to puas hati with his life.. that’s all!! Aaaaa!! Today I know that he loves me very very very muchhh!! Then, amik eena n fathi.. go to the hospital.. but fathi jerh yg naik. Ptg lepak kat asyraff.. b4 amik dayah. The 5 of us went lepak at menara condong.. until everyone in my family got angry with me!! Aarghhhh!!!! So malang today!!
29.3.2003 Saturday, 11.30mlm
Really blurr.. met apiz just now. He met mak kat kedai depan and sent me back utk tuka baju. Then we jejalan kat pasar malam. Met his sis family and aziem(Viking). Poor aziem! Bought yong tau fu.. then both of us went to the office.. we start kissing each other..hugging.. we tutup lampu and for the 1st time he lick mine,, huwaaa.. and he put in his finger..arghhh!! oh God!! I taste his sperm 4 the 3rd time. He was a bit ganas tonight.. I dowan to give him anything.. I had try my best.. but.. he said satu ayat yg buat aku rase betul2 tertekan.. I know I was hurt.. I know u love me so much but u cannot say like that.. but.. aku tak layak to feel hurt..I am nothing..I know that..
28.3.2003 Friday, 8.15mlm
apiz balik cni.. his father accident, transfer to hospital ti. I met him at klk jeydran bcoz bus die stop here. Then we go straight to the hospital.. poor him! He was so sad n angry!! I dunno how to calm him.. around 6.30 we went minum at taman ros(depan flat). Met fadhli, Amy, adan n amir.. huwaaa kantoi! I miss apiz a lot but.. time2 camnih he need his family. I got to understand..
23.3.2003 Sunday, 9.30mlm
apiz balik pagi tadi.. sian die.. I wake up at 6.45.. semayang subuh and have breakfast dgn mak.. then tdo balik. I kunci that stupid alarm at 8.15 but..aaaaa! I wake up when he miss call me at 9.20!! aaaa! I rush and bersiap. I pick him at 10.10.. sian die..Then we tgk ticket bus.. lucky he got ti-sabak-kl bus on 1pm. We have breakfast at depan flat, taman ros. We went to umah bandu but die takde. Then we go to town again. Parked kete bawah fajar. Jejalan at fajar and billion. We took sticky picture together at billion.. bes bes! At 12.20 we went back to the parking lot.. b`coz he had to kluarkan the car. Wwaau! Terer tul..respek him..bangga dpt bf terer camtu. Then we go to driving school to habiskan masa. We kiss each other.. so saaaadddd!! We promise that we will try to protect our relation.. we’ll be faithful and loyal!! At the bus station.. he kiss my cheek and I kiss him back. When bus jalan.. I really cannot tahan. I cried..n cried..n cried. Never care that org pandang².. aaaa..sedeyy.. tatau bile bley jumpe lagi.. blan 6?? Lame sgt aarr sayangg!! ;-(
my period datang.. aaaa sakit peruttt!!
22.3.2003 Saturday
2am-apiz reach ti.. angkerol and me pick him.. we kluar rumah at 1am.. lucky that apiz’s brother went to ipoh.. sebab tu aku ade pluang utk amik die. We went to billion at 2 and he look a bit pelik. hehe..die cukur misai.. then the 3 of us went to cm and have a drink until 3am
11.30am-met him. At 1st we plan to meet at 8.30 but he had to pasang 4 pc tuk abg die.. sian..but we dunno where to go..we just jejalan. Then we just lepak near my driving school. We plan to go to manjung.. but have to wait to pick eena at 1.00.
1.00pm-eena call and asked to come to meet efyz at kfc. I met efyz.. not bad. Oja n cico ade sekali. Then kluar balik kfc.. tgk² poji ade dlm kete.. aaaa kantoi! We go back to the driving again and sembang2 a bit. He kiss my cheek few times.. hihik
2.00pm-pick eena n lin depan kfc and send them back. Eena had to go to kl at 3.30. then apiz n me bertolak to manjung.. feuww~ we sembang² a bit sambil holding hands. Reach manjung around 2.45 and went jejalan at fajar. Then we have lunch at satu restoren cekik darah.. 1st time aku makan perut lembu.. sedapp!!
4.15pm-bertolak balik. Reach here at 4.45.. laju gilerh die bawak.. We forgot to beli ticket tadi and rush to town..but..sold out! Then we decide to go to our usual place-office. I get up 1st b`coz die nak beli air. Die masuk je.. die trus tarik me and kiss me deeply.. I know he miss me a lot! I miss him a lot too! then we sit down and kiss each other pepuas. I taste his sperm for the 2nd time.. this time I telan it.. yakk tak sedap! Then I lay my head on his chest and he hugs me tightly.. I miss that wonderful time.. I just lay beside him doing nothing.. so romantic!! Balik at 6.30
8.30pm-Apiz asked me out.. but he cannot pinjam his bro car.. I need to see him.. I miss him.. I know die pon camtu.. lucky mak bagi. At 9.30 when ayah kluar.. I use his car and met apiz. We just lepak at bandar baru and have a long talk.. we kiss few times.. b4 11 we get back
11.45pm-chat with him on irc.. aaaaa.. seedy.. he had to get back.. after we stop chatting.. he called me.. we gayut kejap b`coz both of us were very tired!!
2am-I’ll sleep jap lagi… aaaa.. apiz.. I love u so much sayang.. I just dowan to lose u!! I am crying now.. I can’t tahan anymore.. thanks b’coz give me a wonderful time today!!
21.3.2003 Friday, 8.00 mlm
aaaaaaaaa!!!! Apiz balik… yey yey! Yey yey! Yey yey! Feel like wanna jump! 1st I got angry b`coz die tipu.. he said he cannot balik.. but actually die dah rancang mmg nak balik this week!! Ampeh tul.. but poor him.. he terkandas at pudu.. lucky he got 11pm ticket.. he will reach here at 2am.. poor him.. I really terharu.. die sanggup balik only to see me.. and bersusah payah just for me.. aaaaa. I love u so much apiz. u make my love for u stronger..can’t wait to c u..pls..let me pick u..
20.3.2003 Thursday, 11.00 mlm
bersyukur.. I got interview offer for utp.. tomorrow I have to go to utp. Fad want 2 tumpang bcoz his father cannot send him.. yey at least ade kawan. But I really scared now.. I’m scared that I’ll fail. I want UTP! It is my dream and I have to do well tomorrow.. I have to trust myself that I can do it! Ya allah terangkan la hati aku esok.. semoga aku dapat jwp semua soalan dgn baik.. amin
apiz tak dpt balik this weekend.. huwaaa! Not only this weekend.. next weekend also cannot.. he has to go for a camp.. aaaaa! I can do nothing! I have to understand and accept that he has his commitment also.. so.. be cool shima.. as long as both of us faithful to each other rite?
15.3.2003 Saturday, 2.30 ptg
I really blurr today. Dunno y. I’ve got my license yesterday.. and dah brape kali I drove car to town. Kan bes kalau apiz ade.. I really miss him a lot! I really hope that I can c him b4 I go to matrik… aaaaaaaaaaaa.. apiz balikkk laaaaaa.. huwwaaaaa!!!
13.3.2003 Thursday, 3.30 pagi
tak dpt tdo. Tatau kenape. Baru je lepas online. Dayah ngan fatey gado lagi. Sian kat dayah. Sian kat fatey gak. Dah 2 taun diorang sesame. Aku really tanak diorang break. Fatey pls.. I’m counting on u! dayah tu tak cukup matang lagi.. pls understand her! Huh.. hope diorang ok.
5.3.2003 Wednesday, 6.00 ptg
today kene marah dgn ayah lagi.. derhaka ke aku ni? Ayah kluar lagi perkataan ‘anak derhaka’ tu.. two words yg aku paling benci dlm dunia ni. I already know that die mmg tak sayang aku.. so nak sedey kenape kan?Tah la.. sepatutnye aku dah lali dgn sikap ayah.. tp hari ni aku betul² tak dpt tahan lagi.. takde langsung ke sikit sayang utk adik yah? Sikit pon jadi laa.. adik betul² teringin nak ayah layan adik dgn baik.. sampai hati ayah marah adik depan eena, dayah & abg die. Ayah tak patut malukan adik mcm tu. Ye yah.. sume bende adik buat salah bagi ayah.. tak penah ade yg betul.. adik akan buktikan pada ayah yg adik boleh berdikari. Satu hari nanti ayah tetap akan bangga dgn diri adik.. kan yah? Adik takkan susahkan ayah.. Lame² nanti ayah akan sedar yg ayah dah abaikan adik.. tak pedulikan adik.. selalu marah adik.. kan yah?
4.3.2003 Tuesday, 8.30 mlm
HuwwwwAAAaaa! Soooo sad! Apiz balik to ilp today. I went to the bus station this morning to send him. Bas abg pkul 9.30 so I follow ayah time hantar abg. I met apiz at the bus station. We went for minum kat belakang stesen bas. Around 10am we jenjalan at fajar, aik aik n billion. He curi² kiss my cheek at bllion escalator once. We hold hands few times and deep inside my heart I know that I was very happy. But I sedey oso b’coz lepas ni dah tak dpt jumpe die. Huwaaa! Around 11.15 the bus came. B4 he get in the bus, he sumpah to me that die takkan cari lain.. he’ll be faithful to me.. he said DEMI ALLAH. I just want to hug him that time. I salam and cium his tangan. When the bus jalan.. I started to cry. I really cannot tahan. Sayu! nangis until angkerol dtg. Apizzzzz! I need u sayang! I don’t know how I will survive if u r not around. I know that I’ve promised u that I’ll take care of myself... I’ll try not to cry.. I love u so much..remember that!
3.3.2003 Monday, 11.45 mlm
I met him again this morning. Abg met him, 1st time. Abg, eena, apiz and me went to changkat jong utk amik kete abg apiz. We have breakfast there b4 we separate. Apiz n me went to tapah to take his bank card and abg n eena went to ipoh. Met ayiem kat tapah. We reach ti around 12 and take mc from victor’s clinic. Then apiz drop me at penso b’coz he have to amik his brother from sch. Malang betul! Penso tutup. I just sit there like org bodo until oja n Melissa come. I follow oja to kfc. Then I met ‘that cruel animal’!! I was so takut n cry depan oja. Luckily dayah sampai. But ayah die dah dtg. Gosh! Later, apiz sampai. I feel very lega n I just want to peluk apiz that time.. We walked to fajar until my bro come. Feuuw! Sampai umah about 4. I met apiz again around 5 kat mastan ghani tmn ros. He lepak there with his cousin. Time balik, apiz sent me and he hold my hands along the way. I kiss his pp once. Then around 9 mlm.. we have dinner at asyraff. Abg, angkerol, dayah, eena n me dtg naik kete. We met apiz n his cousin there. Then we just sembang sembang until 10.30. so tired~ I miss him! I miss him a lot! Esok die dah nak balik! Aaaaaa!
2.3.2003 Sunday, 8.30 mlm
huwaaa! I met apiz today. He came back here just b’coz of me.. aaaa! Apiz.. I really love u! he reach here around 2.30. abg send me to the bus station and I met him there. 2 weeks never c him.. miss him so much! Then we makan mee at mastan ghani(town). Pastu we decide to go to his brother’s office. We lepak there until 6.00. we kiss and for the 1st time.. I taste his sperm. Our date was full of gelak gelak and main main.. lol~ then we walk to pasar mini hutan melintang 2gether n wait 4 angkerol to fetch me.
26.2.2003 Wednesday, 10.00 mlm
I got my spm result today. Thank god! I really bersyukur for what I’ve got. I got 3A1, 4A2, 1B4(sej), 1C5(bio). It’s not that bad. I really bersyukur b’coz I know that I never bersedia for my spm! I told apiz bout this news and he was very happy! I really hope that I can meet him this weekend. I miss him so much and I want to tell him that I really love him! I want to let him know that I am serious this time. I don’t want to play play with anybody or with anything! I want to be serious on my study and of course on him. I really need to see him! Pls.. come back apiz!
24.2.2003 Monday, 8.00 mlm
today pegi driving. Tak larat dah. huwaaa.. bile nak dpt lesen nih! Balik driving, fathi amik. So the 3 of us went tu bandar baru for lepaking. Around 12 we went to fajar and have fun. Fathi challenge us to play games up there-lumba kete.. hahaha.. dayah menang. we have lunch at asyraff b4 sent us to dayah’s house. Around 6pm dayah n me jejalan naik moto. Feel free! When I come back home.. I got a very very good news-period! At least I know that I’m not too malang…
22.2.2003 Saturday, 1.00 ptg
thanks a lot yah! Timer kasih sebab layan adik mcm ni. Timer kasih sebab langsung tak pedulikan adik time adik tgh demam teruk nih. Timer kasih sebab taknak bwk adik pegi klinik semalam! Timer kasih sebab ayah lebih sanggup tidur dpd pk kan demam adik! Timer kasih sebab ayah tak penah teringin pon nak rasa leher adik yg panas ni! Timer kasih sebab ayah dah buktikan pada adik yg ayah mmg tak sayang adik.. tak penah peduli pasal adik! ayah buat adik yakin yg adik mmg tak layak hidup lagi! Org mcm adik ni mmg patut mati kan yah?! Mesti ayah nyesal sebab lahirkan adik kan? Adik dah tak sabar nak pegi jauh yah! Nak pegi jauh dpd sini…
20.2.2003 Thursday, 1.30 ptg
I am crying right now. Ayahhhhh!!! Pls.. don’t do this to me. Don’t u know that I love u so much! Can’t u feel it? Sometimes I feel that I’m not ur doughter. That’s y u treat me like this. Ayah.. adik betul2 tertekan. Sepatutnye sekarang ni.. semua orang bagi sokongan kat adik utk terus hidup. Lepas peristiwa tu adik dah takde semangat nak hidup lagi! Adik dah hampir bunuh diri! Adik dah putus harapan! Ayah tau tak??!!!! ayah buat adik makin tertekan! Adik dah cube jadi anak yg baik utk ayah. Adik x penah mintak ape² dpd ayah. Adik sanggup korban kan duit blanje sekolah adik utk bayar internet. 2 tahun yah.. 2 tahun adik tak penah makan time rehat. Adik tgk je org lain makan. Adik sekat selera makan adik sendiri. Bile ayah hantar duit kat abg ngan angkerol utk beli bukan2, adik tak penah cemburu. Adik diam je. Baru bulan ni adik x bayar yah. Tu pon RM35 je. Bukan besar sgt kalau nak banding dgn bil time gold abg! Adik dah x derh blanje sekolah. Duit adik tinggal tu je! ambik la yah. Ambik sumer yg tinggal! Huwaaaaaaa!! Tp yah.. adik betul² dah tak larat nak idup lagi. Adik dah penat yah. Adik dah cukup malang selame ni!!
19.2.2003 Wednesday, 10.00 mlm
hari nih demam. Ludah siap berdarah lagi. But.. who cares? Nobody cares! This morning ade ‘nilai’. Nasib baik dpt 16/20. kalau fail x dpt ambik test 26hb nanti. Time balik, hantar makanan kat fathi. Then lepak kfc with dayah, ct, ainil & ayiem, fara & naz.. Miss eena a lot! Just now.. I called apiz. Miss him a lot! Happy to hear his voice. I love u so much apiz! I really do! Tapi.. aku sedar,, aku tak layak utk mengharapkan anything from u!
16.2.2003 Sunday, 3.00 ptg
tired but happy~! Pagi tadi, apiz send my moto with bandu. He wears my sweater.. so sweet. He asked me to send him. Then mak hantarkan kat town. We look for the bus ticket..yg ade pon pkul 11. that time pon dah pkul 10. then we went to azam brothers.. takde jugak.. we bertembung dgn abg hafiz(baby_carlitos). Huwaa! Kantoi! Apiz ajak breakfast kat seblah azam brothers. After makan, we walked to fajar b’coz beruang sekor tu takde berus gigi.. lol~ he hold my hands sampai fajar. This is my 1st time… I feel safe. He makes me feel safe. Cool ha~ I told him, I’ll teman him sampai bidor. Along the way, we sembang about many things. He kiss my cheek few times. Sampai bidor, we went to lepak at one basketball gelanggang. He kiss me once. He asked me to be honest and faithful. Don’t worry apiz.. I will! I promise u! then die naik bas pkul 1.00 to t.malim. I naik bas to ti around that time also. Reach ti around 2pm. Really miss him! Bulan 6 kejap je lagi. Sabar la kan. Can’t wait to tell eena about this story!
15.2.2003 Saturday, 10.30 mlm
huwaaaa! I love u! I love u ! I love u! I love u so much apiz! I really do! Apiz reached ti around 5.30. he asked me to come to pekan baru n see him. I told emak already about us. I go to p.baru naik moto alone. hujan renyai renyai time tu. But I don’t care. I just want to see him. Really miss him! Then he bawak me with that moto to his brother’s office. Only the two of us there. He hold and kiss my hands. I don’t know what to do. He asked me whether he can kiss me or not… lol~ then I just keep quiet. Then die stand up and tarik me.. He peluk my pinggang and give me a deep kiss. Dunno y, when he kiss me, I feel selamat and tenang. My heart was very damai. We have our “romantic” time there. He kiss me until my tounge n lips lebam. Hujan makin lebat.Time tu dah pkul 8. Then we decided to go to cm. When he turn off the lights, I got scared. I really scared! Aku teringat that cruel thing! Then apiz dtg dekat and say.. “jangan takut shima, apiz ade” he hugs me strongly and kiss me again.Then we went to cm in the heavy rain. We have dinner at “nasi ayam Singapore”. Until 10, hujan makin lebat. Then die balik naik moto and amik kete. He send me to my house with the car. He wants my sweater and I give him. I really happy when I see him wearing my sweater. Rase dihargai.. esok die dah nak balik. waaa! I want to send him~
15.2.2003 Saturday, 1.00 ptg
baru balik dpd rumah embah. Really tired. Apiz belum bertolak pon. But I can feel that he will come. He had to wait 4 my birthday n valentine’s card.. Huh! Wait n wait n wait. Just wait shima. He’ll come. Don’t worry shima.
14.2.2003 Friday, 8.30 mlm
apiz told me that he’ll come tomorrow. Wwaaa! Can’t wait to c him! But I have to balik kg mak now! X dapat chat dgn die malam ni. It’s ok la.. b’coz esok dpt jumpe. Really lega! I just need him to be at my side and give sokongan to me. And he really do!
14.2.2003 Friday, 4.00 pg
just now, I gayut with apiz. I bought a ring ring card and call him. I miss him a lot. B4 that, both of us have an irc chat. I send him a valentine’s card via email and he send me back. He forced me to make a report! Oh no! pls apiz.. I just need a peaceful life now! I don’t want to remember anything about that cruel thing! I want to build a new life. That’s all. Biar la die dapat balasan Tuhan. Sepanjang malam valentine ni, we talk romantically. Yes apiz, I love u dearly! I have to tdo now.. esok ade driving. I miss u so much. I really need to see u apiz. Pls come here…
12.2.2003 Wednesday, 11.30 mlm
today was hari raya haji. Today I psiko again. This is the first hari raya yg aku sambut without that thing. I really feel downnn! Around 10am, I went to eena’s house with dayah. I was sick to sit alone in my house. Dah petang sket, that binatang send me a sms. He told me to read his email. Then I start teringat balik what has he done to me! I get sick! I cannot control myself! I cried like org gilerh! I don’t think about anything, I just need to cry! Poor eena n dayah! Aku siap kunci diri dlm bilik eena. I feel empty! They give me all the kekuatan that I need, like apiz. Then I lay on the bed thinking of nothing. I really got blurr that time! Just now, I told apiz what had happened at eena’s house. He calm me down. I promised him that I won’t cry again. I really want to keep the promised. I’m sick of crying! I was very hungry.. very very hungry! But I couldn’t eat anything! I couldn’t telan anything! I want to eat.. I want to eat.. but I just cannot! Help meeeeeee!!!
11.2.2003 Tuesday, 6.20 ptg
apiz met me again today, although I told him that aku tak layak utk jumpe die! He came to the driving school and pick me there. He sent dayah n eena to fajar. Then we went to smk seri setia to send printers. After he parks his car, he starts to hold my hands. He said berulang kali yg die sanggup terime aku. I dunno what to answer. He holds my hands again in the seri setia office. Then we went to the town again. He parked his car depan dikit dpd my driving school. We sembang a lot of things! He asked me to be his girl! I got so confuse! I sayang him, the only thing I knew that time. I really love him! He kissed my cheek n my dahi few times. Then he sent me back. B4 I get out,I asked him honestly..he said that he loves me so much! I hold n kiss his hand. He kissed my cheek deeply. He renung me deeply n he tarik my dagu. Then we got a real kiss! He sucks my tounge softly n I sucks his tounge back! He said he loves me! He kissed me again b4 I turun! I was really blurr now! Wwaaaa! Aku bersyukur pada Allah! Aku betul betul bersyukur kerana telah menemukan aku dgn cahaya kegembiraan. Moga kegembiraan ni kekal abadi, insya Allah. After he sent me, he had to balik kg kat sungkai.. b’coz esok dah raya huwaaa!~
10.2.2003 Monday, 12.30 mlm
morning-bgn pagi. Didn’t feel anything. Like mayat hidup. Dunno what to think. Apiz called, n he wants to c me. I dunno what to answer. Went to driving school. Feel very empty. Went to belakang toilet. Dunno what to do. Feel so dowwnnn! Start crying. I cried.. and cried and cried! Don’t care about anything, just cried hardly! Apiz called again.. and he came to the driving school. Met him 4 the first time. I saw eena n dayah came. I saw they luogh happily. Feel so lonely. I just want to get away from that place! Apiz bawak pi tmn ros.. to his brother office. I sit there n cry. I cry like a crazy person. Apiz calm me down. He hugs me, he kisses my hands, he kisses my cheek, he kisses my dahi. He hold my hand tightly. But I didn’t tell him anything about my problem. He is a good person. I know that. Bile aku dah ok sket, he tinggalkan aku kejap. He asked me to c ada apa dgn cinta. I start to feel alone again. I saw “ada apa dgn cinta” n feel that aku tak layak to be a teenager. I am shit!!! I sit alone under a table n cry hardly. I wanna die!!!!!
Tgh hari-eena called. Eena, dayah, fathi n epoi was so risau! They think that I was kidnapped by someone. Finally they found me. I love u eena! I love u dayah! I love both of u sooo muccchh! But I can’t tell u anything! I just cannot! They calm me down n pujuk me to turun. Then all of us went to the bas station, hantar epoi balik mmu. Tq so much epoi! Then the five of us went to bandar baru and have some drinks. Then fathi plan nak pi lata kinjang. He wants me to calm down.
Ptg-eena, dayah, fathi, billa, apiz n me went to lata kinjang. Aku tenang sket. Aku berendam dalam air puas². I feel that apiz really takes care of me.. But what for? Apiz.. u don’t know anything about me! U just don’t know! Nanti ko sure nyesal!
Senja-get home. Mak n ayah marah teruk b’coz I didn’t tell them. The main reason-aku tak bank in duit abg. They don’t understand! They don’t know what had happened to me!
Malam-apiz called. He asked me to chat. He forced me to tell him everything. Aku dah cukup terseksa! Aku dah tak tahan lagi! I told him, but I didn’t tell him everything! I told him b’coz I don’t want him to disturb me anymore! He said he loves me. But aku tak layak utk die! Aaaaaaaa! I cried again! I knew that I’ve fall in love with him the 1st time I met him this morning, no no no.. I start to fall in love on him when I saw his pic for the 1st time.. when we have a nakal² chat 2gether.. but it is too late now! Too late apiz! Pls.. don’t accept me just b’coz u kesian at me.. u’ll make me makin terseksa.. plssss… don’t come near me!! Get away from me.. plsssssssss!!
9.2.2003 Sunday, 11.30 mlm
FEEL SO DOWN! I WON’T FORGET THIS DAY FOREVER! Y ME? Y ME??? TODAY I LOST THE MOST VALUEBLE THING IN MY LIFE! I WANT TO DIE! I WANT TO DIE! AKU TAK SANGGUP! I HATE THAT CREATURES! I CRIED ALL OVER THE DAY! I DIDN’T EAT ANYTHING FROM THIS MORNING!! WWAAA!! IF ONLY I CAN TURN BACK THE TIME! IT IS TOO LATE NOW! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! EENA N DAYAH CALLED ME N I PUTUSKAN OUR FRIENDSHIP! I’M NOT THEIR FRIEND ANYMORE! HUWAAAAAA!! YA ALLAH..
8.2.2003 Saturday, 11.30 mlm
I hate! I hate! Aku benci abg! Die takde hak utk read my diary! I don’t care if he knows all my rahsia, but I don’t like ppl touch my thing! Aargghhhh! He sanggup do that to me! I won’t trust ppl anymore! I told ead and he asked me back.. “shima percaye abg tak”. I dunno what to answer. Then I told him.. I trust him(am i?).. Aarghhhhh! I cried hardly. Hate abg!
7.2.2003 Friday, 5.00 ptg
go to pusat latihan memandu this morning. Ead wants to come. He forced me.. I really dowan to c him.. arghhhh.. benci btol dgn org yg ske pakse!! Aku dah start menyampah with him! Then, around 11.30 am, eena, dayah n me walked to ice-cream house. He belanja honey dew float. Eena n dayah went to pensotech. Then ead bawak pi naik aik aik. Die siap ponteng semayang jumaat. Huh! About 1.30 I walked to penso. Then ayah eena ambik.
6.2.2003 Thursday, 11.00 pg
abg dah balik pg tadi. Feuuww~ lega sket.
5.2.2003 Wednesday, 11.45 mlm
Morning-went to driving school(bwk kete in town).
Afternoon-fathi pick us up. Eena, dayah, fathi, me and this handsome epoi(odei) went to kfc. Fathi gado with dayah(as usual)and they want to settle it. Fathi and dayah sat at another table.. Then eena and me had to layan epoi.. Epoi tu best.. best sgt sembang dgn die. About 2.00pm they sent us back. After dropped eena..fathi asked epoi to drive.. epoi asked me to drive.. elee.. I knew their tujuan. Fathi wanted to sit beside dayah at the back.. ahh peduli ape, janji dapat drive.. I DROVE! From pekan baru.. then desa bakti. Aaaaa~ best best. Epoi teach me a lot. Thanks epoi. Kalo aku takde ead(I was hoping).. I think I’ll fall in love with him.
Evening-about 3.00 the sent me n dayah to my house. Then abg ade idea best. Abg ajak aku, eena n dayah pegi lumut. Aku ade idea lagi best. Ajak fathi n epoi. Although ade byk problem at 1st.. 6 of us tetap gi lumut. Go go epoi. We tgk sunset kat teluk batik, took pictures and have fun.
Night-dinner at lumut. Tah laa.. rase mcm dah fall in love kat epoi. He is a good guy.. cute.. and have all the ciri² I want. Dunno when I can see him again. Miss him a lot. After makan, went for a while to fateh’s house(kwn abg). Met farah n tipah.. tak kenal. Then we balik. Aku tidur sepanjang jalan lol~ Sampai cni about 11.30pm. hantar fathi n epoi 1st..pastu dayah and eena. So tired n miss epoi a lot. Waaaa
1.2.2003 sabtu, 11.00 mlm
gath #t.intan pagi nih. Aaaaa! Just like shit. Nobody handle it. So bad! Buat malu je. Aziem kelentong hidup². Batang hidung die pon tak nampak. But.. today I met ghazali – the alam shah guy.. and rizal (nuke_silo) – antara org terawal yg kenal aku kat irc. Ghazali is a handsome guy.. one thing yg aku tak pernah sangke. So handsome until I can forget ead. Aku jadi a very bad girl today. Aku buat ead macam tunggul. He was very upset.. he should. He came to kfc and see eena and me was sit with umai(Esc),amin(kebab_ayam) & 3 of amin friends. Balik je rumah.. I really menyesal and call him. He asked her mother to pick up the phone. Aaaaa.. really scraed. Luckily lepas tu he called back. Nasib baik we can settle it.. feuuwww.. but.. dunno y.. deep inside my heart.. I cannot feel the power of love anymore. Am I make a wrong decision? I start to feel that he is not ‘the one’ for me…
27.1.2003 isnin, 3.00 ptg
wwaaaa~ best nye! Today I drove a car. It’s not so difficult. Dunno when I can get the real license. Tak sabar~
26.1.2003 ahad, 11.30 mlm
huhhhh! Penattttt! Jumaat lepas pegi kl. Hari sabtu malam hantar opah pi kelana jaya. Semoga opah selamat mengerjakan ibadah haji. Hari ni baru balik. Aaaaaa.. miss ead so much
23.1.2003 khamis, 2.30 ptg
so happy~ lol. Adan called just now. The gado was over. Thank God!
23.1.2003 khamis, 1.10 pagi
just quit from irc. I can’t take it anymore! Adan.. stop gado with me.. PLS.. it’s hurt! It hurt me a lot! I knew u since form 1.. do u want our friendship end just like that? I don’t want to lose u.. trust me.. u mean a lot to me.. u never know how much u mean to me. U always help me whenever I have problems.. u called me when I was crying.. did u still remember that sweet time? We grown up together adan.. do u want to forget all that? Pls adan..I’m so saddddd right noww!!!
16.1.2003 khamis, 11.30 mlm
I went for my driving test (ujian bertulis only) this morning at 8.30am and I didn’t study for it! But I manage to get 45/50. eena was doing great.. 48/50 and dayah got 44/50. After the test, we went to kfc.. have lunch. Then we jalan² and cari hp casing - aik aik, fajar but tak jumpa yg cun. Went to pensotech until ayah datang utk ambik mak dalam pkul 6pm. Then singgah bandar baru.. cari lagi. Lastly jumpa kat one kedai hp… feuww~ bought that silver casing for dayah’s present (RM15). Mak blanje makan kat antony (tmn. Ros). At 7.30 baru balik.. aaaaa.. soooo tired! But today was a really great day! Hope when kitorang dah besar nanti.. eena, dayah n me still can have fun together like this~
15.1.2003 rabu, 9.30 mlm
bersyukur! Around 3pm, miss lee from billion call. I came to billion at 4pm. After interview me for about half an hour (in English), she offered me to work there as a receiptionist.. wow.. that’s great! I have to start work on 3rd February.
14.1.2003 selasa, 5.30 ptg
I went to biliion this morning. Mintak keje, isi borang n all that. Najlaa was working there n she ask me to work there... I hope dapat
9.1.2003 khamis, 6.00 ptg
genap seminggu, I met him again! Huuh.. a bit rimas..
2.1.2003 khamis, 12.00 mlm
it was like a dream! I went out around 9.15.. lol~ lewat bangun.. janji pkul 8.30. ead call when he reached here.. only that time aku bgn dpd tdo.. lol. Lucky he didn’t get angry. Then we went to our usual place.. aahh.. I realize that he was a funny guy.. he always made me lough.. kelakar betul. Then we balik around 5pm..
1.1.2003 rabu, 11.30 mlm
yeahhhhh!! I’m 18 now. Sweet 18 huh. Esok ade date with ead.. aaa.. tak sabar!
22.12.2002 ahad, 7.00 ptg
Today I hang out with eena n dayah. So tired. Last night I slept at 4 bcoz I gayut with ead (like usual).. heh lol. I bought a shirt – pinjam duit eena. Balik fathi hantarkan and then die date ngan dayah.. jelesnye.. kan bes kalo ead ade with me here that time.. I miss him a lot!
19.12.2002 khamis, 11 mlm
Aku jumpa ead hari ni kat our usual place. He took me at 2 pm and he sent me back at
5.15pm. I miss him ssooo much. He look cute with his smile. I can feel the happiness inside me every time I was with him.
18.12.2002 rabu, 10 mlm
Yeahh! I fall in love again.. but that time I already have jimi (although our relation dah start dingin).. so I never care about him. He always try to tackle me..and selalu mintak no phone. One day aku tersalah hantar sms pada die... that day was 1st May 2002 (Wednesday).. Lepas tu kitorang start balas sms. Actually aku layan die sebab.. I want to give a revenge to jimi yg ade girl lain.. I’m not serious at first…
1.5.2002 rabu, pagi
Tersalah hantar sms pada ead.. then die reply.. kitorang start balas sms. Just want to release tension.. because bengang kat jimi.
4.5.2002 jum, malam
really tired about yesterday.. b’coz sukan n nangis sepanjang hari.. yesterday was my 1st anniversary but it berlalu macam tu je. Ead ask me if I want to be his girl (with sms). I accept without having a deep thinking.. b’coz aku mmg tgh very upset.. then we declare sebagai couple.
8.5.2002 rabu, malam
told ead that aku dah break dgn jimi.. I told him about jimi already.. b’coz aku serik utk hiding something.. lebih baik aku berterus terang.
4.12.2002 rabu, 10.00 pg
Aku ambil keputusan nekad break dpd jimi buat kali ke-2… betul-betul 2 hari sebelum Hari Raya Aidilfitri (6/12). Aku dah nekad utk setia dgn ead b’coz I really really love him.. and I want to be loyal. I cried and it hurts me a lot. I realized that jimi is important to me.. but I have to choose between ead n jimi.. congratulation ead.. I CHOOSE U! I hope that I don’t make a wrong decision.
17.12.2002 selasa, 8.30 pg
I have a really wonderful date today! He took me at my house around 8.30. our destination was lata kinjang. But kat tgh jalan ade road block. So we jalan-jalan around tapah, ayer kuning, mambang di awan until we stop at kampar.
14.10.2002 isnin, 9.30 pg - I have a really romantic date with ead.. no sch. today bcoz cuti pmr. I dunno about my feeling now.. but I think I fall in love again.. like last time when I was with jimi.
13.10.2002 ahad, 1.30 ptg - terjumpe jimi kat town ngan dayah, eena & zaty.. time tu ead pon ade.. I’m so saaddd.. aku terlalu sombong pada jimi.. I know that I tak patut threat him like that but.. aaaaaaaa..poor jimi! maybe I love ead more than him now..
3.5.2001 khamis, ptg - declare sbg couple(irc), demam panas-40 - so keliru
8.5.2001 selasa, ptg - 1st time call, tak byk cakap - so takut + nervous
18.7.2001 rabu, ptg - 1st time met, took picture(he paid), he touch shoulder & paha(atas moto)
- he was soo cute(kedai fox)
20.7.2001 jumaat, mlm - 2nd met, 1st kiss(padang tmn jaya),hugs - so romantic
20.10.2001 sabtu, pg - birthday party(tmn), jimi pi pangkor, promised that he will celebrate on
2002, no gifts! - i was hurt
7.11.2001 rabu, mlm - 'it' happened again(pintu 10)-worst, kisses, hugs dari belakang, bites,
'touching' - i'm the happiest girl
9.11.2001 jumaat, ptg - went out dgn fara, ainil, meet him at aik aik(die lambat), bought ring, he
sarungkan, engage already - he is mine & I’m him
9.11.2001 jumaat, mlm - kluar(bandar baru), kissing, hugging, bites, ‘touching’, polis kaco,
sembang², promise that both of us will b faithful - feel safe
30.12.2001 ahad, mlm - juara lagu, the relation was normal, not angry anymore -thank god!
13.3.2002 rabu, mlm - he said that he tak nak terikat(phone), I’m having test - feel so empty!
3.5.2002 jumaat, ptg - sukan, anniversery berlalu camtu je (sms x dilayan), cried all over the
day, I know that I’m a loser – my heart was DAMN EMPTY!
8.5.2002 rabu, ptg - chat(irc), break dgn rasmi (cara baik) -->problem settle - accept the fate
20.5.2002 isnin, 1.00 pg - sms, continue back our love, at 1st I was very heppi, but now… I don’t
know wether it is the right decesion for me - so confuse… ya allah
14.7.2002 ahad, malam - jimi called..die ade kat ti & ajak jumpe kat kfc hari isnin lepas sekolah
15.7.2002 isnin, 2.00 ptg - 1st met this year….long time no see him.. met him at kfc with dayah,
eena,fathi & adik after school.. die blanje sampai RM30.
17.7.2002 rabu, 3.00 ptg - jimi, fathi, dayah & me went to lata kinjang.. holding hands kat tepi
sungai, main air, feel like wanna hug & kiss him like last time but..
naahh.. he kissed curi² kat pp & I kissed his pp back.. that’s all!
play sms on Friday night – 19/7.. die ajak tunang after spm but.. heh.. don’t trust him anymore
have phone sex on 20/7 - Saturday morning b4 he went back to jengka>
till today – 25/7 Thursday… no berita about him.. feel sooo confuseeee about our love!
He’ll be back next week on Friday 4 Oct 02 (he told me). I feel so scared now! Dunno y..
I know.. deep inside my heart.. I still have feeling on him.. but.. arrghhh.. I know that no matter how best we try.. our relation still won’t work out. I have tu accept that aku ngan jimi mmg langsung tak serasi!
P/S: Cinta sejati memang tak ada, sungguh keji...menggunakan alasan cinta untuk berlaku noda.....
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